Sep 24, 2004 16:33
Isnt it just awsome when your friends, all of them just forget of your existance, they never invite you anywhere, never ask you to come hang out with them, never ask you to come do the things that they do with them, they say oh you dont do this stuff, well what the fuck, i dont cuz non of you people ever invite me to any of the shit in the first place. Oh and the one that is supposed to be your best friend forgets all about you. I've done it to a few people throughout my life, so i guess i fucking deserve it. Guess god has said Dale you are a fucking douche bag and im going to fuck around with you. My faith in everything is slowly fading away, and i guess im slowly fading away, there are people who ive done this to that i have no forgotton about and hope they have not forgotton about me, but i dont think ill ever know. if my "best friend" treats me like this, i would hate to see how he treats his goddamn enemies. Im just writing to say hey thanks for being there guys when i fucking need you all. I guess i shouldnt bitch though, im an asshole anyway who the fuck would care about me anyway, so maybe i should be happy im finally fucking alone.