It's so simple for me to say, but without detail or mention it's so difficult to understand.

Oct 15, 2004 21:15

Sometimes I wonder where some people get off. I wonder where they get lost, and I wonder where they lose themselves. They lose all dignity and any principle they've tried to maintain through life. Then they become addicted to something through being lost. Certain people are so lost they just don't know how to be happy without some material, something to do it for them. They get lost once and they fall off the path, they become miserable and valdiate their existance even though they do this through trying to be someone, trying to find love and companionship. Just someone to talk to, but they look in the wrong direction. They go south. Here is a suggestion that I wish to give simply and non-indepth to the people I am writing this too. One, I'm always there for anyone. I always will be and I love chaos so if your life is bad or worse than I've seen before I'm even more intrigued and dire to help. The other, grow up, confront your problems, and get over yourself. Don't try to figure everything out by yourself, it's the key to lonliness. Also, life doesn't revolve around you... you may think it does, and you may think you're observant. But you're wrong and it sickens the rest of the world because they've been through and are still trying to think that the world revolves around them too. People will always look down on you, at some point in their life, if you can't seem to make yourself feel bigger than a pile of shit on the ground. This is where depression spawns and where the people who fake to be strong who are really weak break down, breaking down meaning not being able to last maybe that month of lonliness and get lost. Get some self-confidence, and live your life. Even pride if you have to, it works for me. You're existance should not be spent on the floor. Nor should it be spent running at the door.

I'm sorry for those that I write this to, just because I feel sorry for them doesn't mean they have to feel sorry for themselves, although it is the first step to improving.

- Later, David
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