So not ready.

Aug 15, 2004 01:30

Eh just got done watching Gothika, prettttty go0d movie!

Had to watch it in Tim's room with Blanca and Tim though... hot as balls in there, I think I'm dehydrated from sweating in there~ nah jk it's just annoying to be hot in the "comfort of your own house."

I found out a few more people were leaving for college and shit, oh well, I don't really care. I never had much feelings for any of them besides a few days of "omg what if?!" O.-

Except for Tim, oh dear, I'd do him anyday of the week!

Gotta work 9-4 tomorrow, and no hot dog stand this weekend... so it's like actual work, but of course everyday I find something of nothing to do. Whereas I don't have to work. Like today... running the employee appreciate barbecue, rofl, I literally sat in a computer rolly chair all day and just kept refilling the coolers. 7 hours of that. What a hard task.

Shit man then I gotta come home and have Tim's "going away barbecue" tomorrow after work, where our annoying family that me and tim have a union of hating are coming. Just like "his" graduation where he didn't get to pick anything or invite any of his friends. But he could invite his friends to the barbecue... but who the hell wants to see people's family? You just feel out of place and annoyed and have to pop a few fake laughs.

Last night was probably one of the greatest nights of my life though. I just got to sit back and laugh and watch every drunk person, while I only had 3 corona's... but hadn't eaten all day or slept in 80 hours, so who know who cares. But Danielle is probably the funniest drunk person you will ever see. Err the night was so great because it wasn't filled with "what's gonna happen next," it wasn't quiet, there was no sexual enuendo's even thought of, I mean sure, having some fun like when I was slapping her ass at the bowling alley. But that was all in good fun. It was just hilarious, bleh, you had to be there. And when I say she's the funniest drunk person ever... no one could attempt to be as funny as she was in their life, drunk sober or otherwise. Except Nick, that fucking sexual predator// future rapist was all touchy feely and had no sense of anything and was ruining my night :( He really did. I have absolutely zero respect for that kid now, think very low of him, and he's definetely on my bad list. Fucking buttfucker.

o0o shat. Just realized I haven't shaved in 5 days and no one said anything to me at work. Damn they must really like me O.- They bug people if they didn't shave perfectly 2 hours previously. PWNT.

Oh well, in all that, the only two people that I've narrowed it down to is Nicole and Nemesis. I'm just going to fuck Nemesis, because, literally, that's what she asked for. But eh. Who ever said I minded? God now that I think about it, Nicole is so cute. Blanca told me to invite her tomorrow but I don't know what time she works, and I'm not going to call her at 2am. Not exactly my hobby :\ Except if it's Brittany :P

Tomorrow I am getting drunk with Blanca at the barbecue, it's our plan. Lol. Shh it's a sekret don't tell nobody! >><< :D Dunno if Lauren is coming, she was warned that it was happening. That's good enough for me. I'm not going to make a big deal out of it, it's not a big thing to begin with.

Well I never thought of this and it never actually occured in my head up until now... never even heard any mention of it in my life. I cannot distinguish being asleep from being awake in my life right now. It's just that my time clock doesn't exist. I sleep when I want to. I party when I want to, I have like people living in different time zones for my every need. Wow that sounds pretty bad. Whatever. It's just that I just pointlessly stay up because usually if I fell asleep I'd sleep 15 hours and not wake up for work. And I know nobody would cater to the need of moving my foot to wake me up. Oh no Cretins, beware, for that is a sin! My days just go by incredibly fast, day by day, week by week, living the high life kinda sucks, you don't really get the opportunity to think about things unless you're in the middle of them. Because usually they last all day or all night. And that halfway ruins them. I practically don't even know where I'm at... just wandering aimlessly. I'm always so, I'd like to call it tired but since I really can't tell the difference I dunno that I just am completely missing things. It's so weird. Oh well. I'm having fun. Fuck you all. And I know school is going to ruin it.

Oh yeah, I had a first hand experience of why America is America and why it is so great today... we are being donated groceries, non-perishable from random people who are coming in Publix and donating like $100 a piece of groceries for the people on the West coast... and we will send truckloads by the day over there, but today we racked in over $25,000 in groceries. People just came in and bought all this stuff and nothing else and left. Just for the cause of helping another American. I was so amazed and so proud today. Ahh :\ 25 grand!!! one day!! VIVA LA AMERICA XXXDDDDDDD

I was the manager's bitch today... did some mad brown-nosing. Owned.

I had some other stuff to say. Then I looked at my poor little penis and giant balls and realized they haven't been used in about 3 days... and is was something important. Oh well. I'm not ready for school. I work tomorrow gotta do that barbecue get drunk... and then school is the next day. It popped up on me. I didn't prepare for it at all. And it's not like all the other time where you tell yourself you're not going to be nervous... and then you stay up till 3am and have to rush to school and you planned to look so good but then you don't. No this time I'm nervous, but I'm not very easily excited and don't anticipate many things as of late. More of an on the spot person, really quiet... not simple and stupid, just not really letting anyone know what's on my mind. So within my packed day tomorrow I won't even be able to get ready for school. No biggy I don't have to impress anybody, I'm relatively popular they'll understand my troubles. Not. Fuckers.

OOOH. Hehe for the past 4 months I've been giving my parents the silent treatment, only breaking the silence to tell them how stupid they are or "SHUT UP" Just nodding and doing what they say. Last words have always been "Can you drive me to work now." They think I'm hypnotized and sad or something from my bad life. It's pretty cute. Lol they found my zippo yesterday and think that by leaving it where everyone can see it they are saying something to me since I don't talk to them. But they aren't even angry that I smoke pot and both checked (since I do something to it) if it had fluid in it. Which it didn't. Therefore lighting nothing. It is a funny zippo though. They got a kick out of it O.-

I'm rambling because I have nothing better to do, hesitating to call back the 4 people that told me to. Oh well I guess I'll have to sooner or later. Seenhow I'm staying up so I don't fall asleep and not wake up to go to work.. you know you know?! DAWG!

keke la~~

- Later, David
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