Tim
Yep I no longer trust him anymore. Not for invading my privacy in EVERY single way, fuck that, I don't care, I have nothing to hide. I just think he is the scum of the earth.
He puts his spins of words and thoughts for weak minded people to mold them into his perfection. He is pretending he cares about Blanca, which he thinks my intent is to fuck her or go out with her when I have no sexual attraction towards her and am not really good friends with her. I just don't want to see her hurt, he put such a spin on telling the story to all of his friends. It was so cute. I just feel her lonliness and hurt ringing in my head just as much as her and he's taking advantage of that. He has clearly stated he takes advantage of emotionally weak woman and insecure ones. quote unquote "I leave in a month for college, mine as well go out with her." When she is direly in love with him and needs comforting, and he is utterly disappointed when they don't have sex when she is shitfaced. He pretends he has a soul or a concious and I fucking hate him. I trusted him too because I was blinded by his fake greatness. I need Josh asap. (And.... I'm not sexually attracted to her hairy ass, and I have a girlfriend who is coming back from Israel on the 20th so he can blow me.) He always comforts a girl when they need it the most, randomly after not even talking to them forever or what not in hopes that he'll get fucked later, and this has been true in every case. Every woman has told me he's tried to fuck them soon after. He says I'm lonely and sexually frustrated and have no woman in my life when the truth is... he's had 3 girlfriends his entire life, he's shallow, in a completely bad way, and he is so desperate he'd betray and attack those he loved the most. Or for what I think he did.
I know he'll go and tell everybody we both know for sorrow or what not because he knows he's wrong in the first place. He can't take the truth and acts out of pride ridden anger. She is so delicate, her last boyfriend knocked her the fuck out, she is weak minded and has no decision making skills and he is molding her into what he wants for a month with his words and silent whispers of passion when it's going to turn her hateful and spiteful after he leaves for college like I had become for two years. I cannot take people getting hurt unless I am the one doing it, only for their good. Alls I told her is he is using her and she needs to stay the fuck away. I even told her I don't want to date her and she's trusting the wrong person. But whatever, she instilled it into him and now she is blinded. He is like restraint by a spider's web, you just can't get out. He weaves and weaves all night and runs his delusional arrogant thoughts through his head all night and puts his conspiracies into perspective taking half sided thoughts or statements and pointing them in his direction. The articles I write about self-preservation, I see where I got the inspiration, he is to a maximum level all that applies to it. Maybe I'm crazy for trying to help somebody I know wouldn't listen or someone I don't even care about that much.... but I care about him less now. He is utterly worthless.
He full well even tried cheating on her with Lauren while they were "dating" haha. He's such a caniving little devious bastard that it pains me. Maybe I'm just jealous I can't be that bitter or desperate again? Maybe. I started caring about life a month ago and seeing how everything in reality really is, and he swapped places with me, it's common for us, and anyone to do with my most dark hours is trying to consume me again telling me being in my freedom is being gay and trying to encourage me to become bitter again. He is even trying to play it off right now... he is a sad, sad man. I wish I would have gave him a fuck buddy so he would have never been so corrupt or worthless in his life and I hope he fails at everything, he has all the right features. Now for the next few days I'm living in a world of panic and hoping that my true honesty will pull out in the end.. but I doubt it, he's really a bastard. Holds everyone to anything they've ever thought about him and anything that he knows they trust. I've learned to trust nobody in recent events and that everyone is out to use you. Conspiracy or not I don't care, Tim has rid me of any trust I had in humanity.
- Later, David
He puts his spins of words and thoughts for weak minded people to mold them into his perfection. He is pretending he cares about Blanca, which he thinks my intent is to fuck her or go out with her when I have no sexual attraction towards her and am not really good friends with her. I just don't want to see her hurt, he put such a spin on telling the story to all of his friends. It was so cute. I just feel her lonliness and hurt ringing in my head just as much as her and he's taking advantage of that. He has clearly stated he takes advantage of emotionally weak woman and insecure ones. quote unquote "I leave in a month for college, mine as well go out with her." When she is direly in love with him and needs comforting, and he is utterly disappointed when they don't have sex when she is shitfaced. He pretends he has a soul or a concious and I fucking hate him. I trusted him too because I was blinded by his fake greatness. I need Josh asap. (And.... I'm not sexually attracted to her hairy ass, and I have a girlfriend who is coming back from Israel on the 20th so he can blow me.) He always comforts a girl when they need it the most, randomly after not even talking to them forever or what not in hopes that he'll get fucked later, and this has been true in every case. Every woman has told me he's tried to fuck them soon after. He says I'm lonely and sexually frustrated and have no woman in my life when the truth is... he's had 3 girlfriends his entire life, he's shallow, in a completely bad way, and he is so desperate he'd betray and attack those he loved the most. Or for what I think he did.
I know he'll go and tell everybody we both know for sorrow or what not because he knows he's wrong in the first place. He can't take the truth and acts out of pride ridden anger. She is so delicate, her last boyfriend knocked her the fuck out, she is weak minded and has no decision making skills and he is molding her into what he wants for a month with his words and silent whispers of passion when it's going to turn her hateful and spiteful after he leaves for college like I had become for two years. I cannot take people getting hurt unless I am the one doing it, only for their good. Alls I told her is he is using her and she needs to stay the fuck away. I even told her I don't want to date her and she's trusting the wrong person. But whatever, she instilled it into him and now she is blinded. He is like restraint by a spider's web, you just can't get out. He weaves and weaves all night and runs his delusional arrogant thoughts through his head all night and puts his conspiracies into perspective taking half sided thoughts or statements and pointing them in his direction. The articles I write about self-preservation, I see where I got the inspiration, he is to a maximum level all that applies to it. Maybe I'm crazy for trying to help somebody I know wouldn't listen or someone I don't even care about that much.... but I care about him less now. He is utterly worthless.
He full well even tried cheating on her with Lauren while they were "dating" haha. He's such a caniving little devious bastard that it pains me. Maybe I'm just jealous I can't be that bitter or desperate again? Maybe. I started caring about life a month ago and seeing how everything in reality really is, and he swapped places with me, it's common for us, and anyone to do with my most dark hours is trying to consume me again telling me being in my freedom is being gay and trying to encourage me to become bitter again. He is even trying to play it off right now... he is a sad, sad man. I wish I would have gave him a fuck buddy so he would have never been so corrupt or worthless in his life and I hope he fails at everything, he has all the right features. Now for the next few days I'm living in a world of panic and hoping that my true honesty will pull out in the end.. but I doubt it, he's really a bastard. Holds everyone to anything they've ever thought about him and anything that he knows they trust. I've learned to trust nobody in recent events and that everyone is out to use you. Conspiracy or not I don't care, Tim has rid me of any trust I had in humanity.
- Later, David