Boooooo!!!!!
I missed a whole day without lj. Stupid life.
This is all 5/20...
(Bleh, what a life, I don't even remember wtf I did! :(
I think I slept in like all my classes, not really much to that.
yeah, my bus driver overrode the stop and gave me less of a walk home, I guess that made me happy, blah... I'm never happy after a whole day of doing other stuff :\
So I went to work and cashiered and stuff and was getting paid to do the same lame ass shit as before. When I got home.... when I got home.... oh yeah, I did grocery shopping with my dad for like $300 after work so I got home around 10:30 and had to put all the shite away. :\ And... I really don't remember what I did.)
5/21/02:
Having A.D.H.D really fucking sucks. I hate it so much. Focused would be an ironic way to describe me I guess.
Today was a prime example of that.
I got to school at like 10:20 and went to Math class and drew a wigger saying some typical wigger shit waering a shirt that said "Ecko Stpd." with those ugly ass lined pants. Hey whatever gotta express myself somehow, all of you can verbally do it and I can draw it. "Don't hate."
In 2nd period it was all good and me and Anna-lena are making a LOT of progress. But then she pissed me off and I wanted to slap her so bad. Too bad I don't believe in that shat :\. OOOOOOH IT PISSES ME OFF THINKING ABOUT IT!!! I'm not even going to say it because no truth or any real thought was put into was she said. So now I'm not going to talk to her for about 2 weeks until she gets the point to not bring that kind of shit up about me.
Oh haha, btw I finally hit that fucking shitfaced fucker Schweitzer. It was so funny to see him unconcious, I thought I was in goddamn heaven. Fucking pushes me out of the lunch line to get through to the door your not supposed to go through with his tray full of 5000000 things. *snaps his fingers again* Just like that. In no such way did I feel bad and yes I felt powerful because god I'm so fucking tired of being treated like shit to those who are lesser in mind capacity and all other aspects to me. Jealousy and fear are the aggressions that attack my life and feed upon my already bitter contempt. I wish there was a world where if whoever works for what they get, actually gets it. Now just to finish my dad. Then I'll make peace with the world and be ready to die. Truly I will.
So anyway, away from immature ambitions and insecurities of my supremacy over others, 3rd period we had Mrs. Fagulbond the Nova substitute, that lady is awesome!!!!! Typical New York jewish accent, and she's so fucking cool. I love that lady lol. Then Ana was like "JENN DIDN'T WANNA SKIP CAUSE OF VOLPE AND NOW LOOK," then Jenn was like "doobie doobie doo....." But she read my "I only support gay marriage if both chicks are hot" shirt and she (Fagulbond) was like "LOL WHERE'D YOU GET THAT!?!?!?!" and I told her and she was like "Man I gotta visit that lol." then I was looking through my friend who lives near me, is in all my classes, and works with me, Stephane's Victoria Secret catalog magazine thingy. And holy crap is that model from "Very Sexy" catalog hot. Probably the hottest woman I've ever seen, I swear I stared at it for a good... 15 min. Then Moniek was all like feeling insecure that I don't act that way towards her... because... why would I? That would ruin all the fun. and was like "I don't get why guys are like that" and my response was perfect in my mind "Because girls aren't." I was like... OWNED OWNED OWNED HOW MANY TIMES CAN I SAY OWNED IN HOW MANY DIFFERENT WAYS? W/e 3rd period got really boring since I slept for a good hour ^.^
4th period before Ana and Jennifer and Sophia went into class I told them there was a sub and that he was really ghey, and they went to skip, finally, duh :D. And they got caught. OWNED LOL. So yeah the gay actually was a pretty big flamer. He was like 6'8" 215 so I wasn't gonna touch that. But he got into really emo convo's with us because we kept saying "WE HAVE NOTHING TO DO CAUSE THE TEACHER LEFT NO LESSON PLAN AND YOU AREN'T A TEACHER," and emo convo's as in "my daddy once did this..." Or the "I was in a coma for 2 weeks 'cause of a car accident in college." And a whole bunch of shit. You know, I actually had some sympathy for him until he told me to stop reading the Victoria Secret catalog, and to stop reading the Sports section afterwards. So then I was like "if I have to listen you do whatever you wanna do, then I'm gonna do whatever I wanna do!!!!" Then he got all bitchy. And then all hell broke loose. I think I broke the poor guy's spirit. And I was just minding my own damned business too... Then when he insisted on furthering my comment on the Victoria Secret catalog "Well unlike some people, I'm not gay." Since I'm pretty sure he was. Actually I know he was. When he sent me and this other disruptive outspoken chick to find dry erase markers.... which we took 30 min to find none, AND WE ACTUALLY LOOKED!!!! Then he had literally moved my desk out of the way to write on the board with a permanent marker, which I was like "ROFL" to. So I just stood there and stared are him like "You retard." So he goes "Find another seat, preferably by a girl." Haha, owned, SCORE, so I did. By my hot (girl) friend. God I hate seperating that or else I'd get anal probed about "WHO'S YOUR GF"... But then he started doing Monte Python skits after stating his "strict rules" at the beginning of class. And as people always say... life is a compromise and I beat him so he let me start Lion King chants and songs with all of the class (8 people there today.) Along with I like to eat, eat, eat, apples and bananers!!!!
So the busride home Tim wasn't there, apparently he's skipped like all of his classes for like 3 weeks, the ones after lunch. Way to go, rocket! So I was forced to listen to my friends Nirvana CD. God they have such great lyrics.
Walked home... Tim's sleeping on his bed, lamer. So I DLed 3 Days Grace - Just Like You and some other songs, btw 3 days grace song is sooooo fucking ownage to me cause it relates to a lot of things that have gone wrong with my life. Got ready for work and was on time, exactly there at 6:00. OWNED. Cashiered.... poopy I made my first error ever and was like all calm and stuff about it... then she started yelling at me ,literally... but I was like "your so not worth it" and just cause I'm a really patient person, not because I like to act fake, but because I could give a rats ass about her opinion if she's senseless enough to yell at me over something so goddamn stupid, then her opinion really has no validity in my mind. Of course she was one of those 65 year old ladies who have nothing better to do in life then complain about somebody else. We all know someone like that, unfortenately. The ones who try to correct what you are... you know? Then Licha, some reallllllly cool chick at my work got to "train" me even though I know everything and was like regular slapping my ass and stuff. But she's always fun so it was all good until I wanted to fall asleep on the job. Got off, bought some stuff, went home. Soon as I walk in the door I'm like "TIM LET'S GO," "Where?" "TO TROY, STATS IN 7 MIN LETS GO LOL" So yeah we went and saw that, Really, Really, Really, good movie. And if anyone of you bastards ever says "Brad Pitt was wrong for killing Hector," GET A REAL PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE PEOPLE.
So since Tim... totalled his car... we started walking home and mommy picked us up on the way home and now I'm bored at of my mind talking to my love, Avital and writing in this. Good day.
-Later, David
This is all 5/20...
(Bleh, what a life, I don't even remember wtf I did! :(
I think I slept in like all my classes, not really much to that.
yeah, my bus driver overrode the stop and gave me less of a walk home, I guess that made me happy, blah... I'm never happy after a whole day of doing other stuff :\
So I went to work and cashiered and stuff and was getting paid to do the same lame ass shit as before. When I got home.... when I got home.... oh yeah, I did grocery shopping with my dad for like $300 after work so I got home around 10:30 and had to put all the shite away. :\ And... I really don't remember what I did.)
5/21/02:
Having A.D.H.D really fucking sucks. I hate it so much. Focused would be an ironic way to describe me I guess.
Today was a prime example of that.
I got to school at like 10:20 and went to Math class and drew a wigger saying some typical wigger shit waering a shirt that said "Ecko Stpd." with those ugly ass lined pants. Hey whatever gotta express myself somehow, all of you can verbally do it and I can draw it. "Don't hate."
In 2nd period it was all good and me and Anna-lena are making a LOT of progress. But then she pissed me off and I wanted to slap her so bad. Too bad I don't believe in that shat :\. OOOOOOH IT PISSES ME OFF THINKING ABOUT IT!!! I'm not even going to say it because no truth or any real thought was put into was she said. So now I'm not going to talk to her for about 2 weeks until she gets the point to not bring that kind of shit up about me.
Oh haha, btw I finally hit that fucking shitfaced fucker Schweitzer. It was so funny to see him unconcious, I thought I was in goddamn heaven. Fucking pushes me out of the lunch line to get through to the door your not supposed to go through with his tray full of 5000000 things. *snaps his fingers again* Just like that. In no such way did I feel bad and yes I felt powerful because god I'm so fucking tired of being treated like shit to those who are lesser in mind capacity and all other aspects to me. Jealousy and fear are the aggressions that attack my life and feed upon my already bitter contempt. I wish there was a world where if whoever works for what they get, actually gets it. Now just to finish my dad. Then I'll make peace with the world and be ready to die. Truly I will.
So anyway, away from immature ambitions and insecurities of my supremacy over others, 3rd period we had Mrs. Fagulbond the Nova substitute, that lady is awesome!!!!! Typical New York jewish accent, and she's so fucking cool. I love that lady lol. Then Ana was like "JENN DIDN'T WANNA SKIP CAUSE OF VOLPE AND NOW LOOK," then Jenn was like "doobie doobie doo....." But she read my "I only support gay marriage if both chicks are hot" shirt and she (Fagulbond) was like "LOL WHERE'D YOU GET THAT!?!?!?!" and I told her and she was like "Man I gotta visit that lol." then I was looking through my friend who lives near me, is in all my classes, and works with me, Stephane's Victoria Secret catalog magazine thingy. And holy crap is that model from "Very Sexy" catalog hot. Probably the hottest woman I've ever seen, I swear I stared at it for a good... 15 min. Then Moniek was all like feeling insecure that I don't act that way towards her... because... why would I? That would ruin all the fun. and was like "I don't get why guys are like that" and my response was perfect in my mind "Because girls aren't." I was like... OWNED OWNED OWNED HOW MANY TIMES CAN I SAY OWNED IN HOW MANY DIFFERENT WAYS? W/e 3rd period got really boring since I slept for a good hour ^.^
4th period before Ana and Jennifer and Sophia went into class I told them there was a sub and that he was really ghey, and they went to skip, finally, duh :D. And they got caught. OWNED LOL. So yeah the gay actually was a pretty big flamer. He was like 6'8" 215 so I wasn't gonna touch that. But he got into really emo convo's with us because we kept saying "WE HAVE NOTHING TO DO CAUSE THE TEACHER LEFT NO LESSON PLAN AND YOU AREN'T A TEACHER," and emo convo's as in "my daddy once did this..." Or the "I was in a coma for 2 weeks 'cause of a car accident in college." And a whole bunch of shit. You know, I actually had some sympathy for him until he told me to stop reading the Victoria Secret catalog, and to stop reading the Sports section afterwards. So then I was like "if I have to listen you do whatever you wanna do, then I'm gonna do whatever I wanna do!!!!" Then he got all bitchy. And then all hell broke loose. I think I broke the poor guy's spirit. And I was just minding my own damned business too... Then when he insisted on furthering my comment on the Victoria Secret catalog "Well unlike some people, I'm not gay." Since I'm pretty sure he was. Actually I know he was. When he sent me and this other disruptive outspoken chick to find dry erase markers.... which we took 30 min to find none, AND WE ACTUALLY LOOKED!!!! Then he had literally moved my desk out of the way to write on the board with a permanent marker, which I was like "ROFL" to. So I just stood there and stared are him like "You retard." So he goes "Find another seat, preferably by a girl." Haha, owned, SCORE, so I did. By my hot (girl) friend. God I hate seperating that or else I'd get anal probed about "WHO'S YOUR GF"... But then he started doing Monte Python skits after stating his "strict rules" at the beginning of class. And as people always say... life is a compromise and I beat him so he let me start Lion King chants and songs with all of the class (8 people there today.) Along with I like to eat, eat, eat, apples and bananers!!!!
So the busride home Tim wasn't there, apparently he's skipped like all of his classes for like 3 weeks, the ones after lunch. Way to go, rocket! So I was forced to listen to my friends Nirvana CD. God they have such great lyrics.
Walked home... Tim's sleeping on his bed, lamer. So I DLed 3 Days Grace - Just Like You and some other songs, btw 3 days grace song is sooooo fucking ownage to me cause it relates to a lot of things that have gone wrong with my life. Got ready for work and was on time, exactly there at 6:00. OWNED. Cashiered.... poopy I made my first error ever and was like all calm and stuff about it... then she started yelling at me ,literally... but I was like "your so not worth it" and just cause I'm a really patient person, not because I like to act fake, but because I could give a rats ass about her opinion if she's senseless enough to yell at me over something so goddamn stupid, then her opinion really has no validity in my mind. Of course she was one of those 65 year old ladies who have nothing better to do in life then complain about somebody else. We all know someone like that, unfortenately. The ones who try to correct what you are... you know? Then Licha, some reallllllly cool chick at my work got to "train" me even though I know everything and was like regular slapping my ass and stuff. But she's always fun so it was all good until I wanted to fall asleep on the job. Got off, bought some stuff, went home. Soon as I walk in the door I'm like "TIM LET'S GO," "Where?" "TO TROY, STATS IN 7 MIN LETS GO LOL" So yeah we went and saw that, Really, Really, Really, good movie. And if anyone of you bastards ever says "Brad Pitt was wrong for killing Hector," GET A REAL PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE PEOPLE.
So since Tim... totalled his car... we started walking home and mommy picked us up on the way home and now I'm bored at of my mind talking to my love, Avital and writing in this. Good day.
-Later, David