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Today I got my hair cut and it looks good I have a meeting to go to in like a half hour or so,I have been missing someone and everytime, I seem to be getting through to her she puts up walls again,well for some unknown reason I'm still very attacthed to her and I don't think I will ever be able to just give up. She has caused me both pain and the most love I have ever felt so yeah.
I still haven't got my ss card and I need to do that ,I'm going to do some yardwork so I can make 150 for rent life sober is a fucking trip I swear,the emotion roller coaster is kicking my ass.The only thing I can do is know that this 2 shall pass hopefully sooner then later .