Oct 13, 2004 23:21
Ummm yesterday was off the hook to say the least.I started the day off waking up next to a way cool chick name ironically Nikki.Anyway we where headed to cali to visit people that she is cool with and family to start...So I went to get ice for my pop and was like way cool my drink is in here frozen.:) I just added pop and was ready to go.Before are trip I wanted to stop bye and see if curtus was home.Ummm he was not there I went to see cuntalina and see if she had my cds or whatever. Anyway I had an air of confidence and no worries headed up there,I saw nothing wrong with just stopping bye.So I get their and her homosexual x bf was there to answer the door* people that know ,know I love people just the way they are * him being gay bothers me because one of her other lies came true*mikey i will never get back with don ,because he cheated on me with men* blha n e ways He was liek yada yada blha blha blha in obeisance ok dude I want know drama I just want my things and he struck me several times ***did not drop me because well no one ever has*** anyway some windows where broke and ***not bye me*** and I ended up with sticthes and what not *** I ran down to NIKKI's car and was all dude take off I have to get out of here yada yada and poof chick i was bleeding all over her car and in complete shock i just tried to take off *i'M SO SORRY SWEETHERAT*SO YEAH good thing there was a kill switch or whatever because that chick would prolly hate me foever .so yeah I got out of the car and walked to the nearset casiono witch was the stardust and asked them to call the paramedics ,metro showed up shortly after and took my story and asked question about what happend.
They asked me if I wanted to press chardges or if not the other people invovled didnt want to so.In my best intrest I was like nope.The whole time from the scence to the hospital I just asked if the could call my mom and let her know what was going on They wouldn't until i got there .The whole time I keep getting asked question ,they do that to see how responsive the person is and make sure that there not on drugs or whatever.I stopped that line of question from the door I was like no bro I have not used in over a month witch is true ,one of the reason Nicole and I have spilt was the drug use I was done with that shit awhile ago and she continues to use so be it I just can't live with an addict it's to tempting,
so yeah I finally get to speak with my mom and she's all nicole called and said you came up their and punched out the windows yada yada.I'm like mom a i'm calling on my free will
b i have no chardges pending
c there are no cops wacthing me
She's like you fucking sound high ,blha ,I'm like im in shock how i'm I suposed to sound lol. she is like just call me when you need the insurence info.so I go sit back and wait and like 2 minutes later they called my name to take my vitals .Then to admmit me the nurse was way sweet and I flirted the whole time she stiched me up* so not like me* anyway she was like I'm a perfectionast I'm like noway me too plus i'm vein so I'm not make me look good doc I'm comming to you for all my plastic surgery * lmao*
25 on fearless ***whatever you say and whatever you do always send me always send meeeeeeee and your sweet ,within in your arms are way to strong your promise goes on and on*** awwwwwwww*** sorry random I <333 this cd goose bumps while typing OMG rawr *** so yeah my ass is like i need pain meds and what not *** I'm on a pain med kick not getting high wise because I have had wisdom teeth pulled and all this bs lately so yeah they hooked me up.
While there I spoke with K dra and she is more or less not on my S ide anymore so f that I see who counts *** NEXTTTTTT***
I'm glad i hooked those to up friend wise Nicole need someone with a level head and k needed a chick to chill with they have simalar issuse that need to be discussed together and most times chicks need anther chick to dicuss them with .KENDRA I will alway shave love for you kiddo and I thank you for being the person that you are and that is a very awesome person ,you have many qualitys people look for in a spouse .Sad thing is you push them away as quick as I do lol
Yeah I also spoke with my mom and she was willing to come get me when I was done Thank Gawd she went from fuck you take a bus to ok hunny I will be there *UNCONDITIONAL lOVE* ty so yeah so was mainly mad that I went to see cuntalina <<>>and I love her <<>>not in love<<
My mother did not fill the fucking pain script that was like ok I hurt wtf ...So
I called Tana and she was way sweet about the whole thing she is like awww sweetie are you ok .I will come see you for sure after work I miss you awwww I 'm like this girl is so cute and sweet where was she 6 months ago?I wasn't ready for her then Nicole had lessons to teach me first j/k! Anyway I like this Tana like whoa .
I also called the Nikki the one who I bleed on her car ,I apologized and she will call me in a few days I hope so because I felt a connection there since the momment I got in her car.*** she is my sivler star***
anways me and Tana went to the park and chatted and ended the night with a simple kiss it was sweet LOL look at me all preschool about this shit now ,I learned about jumping into things .I feel so happy knowing that I can be happy no matter what happens in my life and i dont need meth to mask my feelings Im getting sleepy nite nite