faults

May 02, 2005 21:30

i saw kaleb do this.....and i thought it was a clever way to let people know that they aren't the only ones who see your fualts, i see them too :)

1) I grow quickly attatched......partly because of a strong feeling of connection most of the time...i tap into peoples psyche and thats what attatches me, not the having people with me, or next to me, the intamacy of the bedroom is not what draws me in, its the intamacy of conversation

2) I allow drugs to take over portions of my life. here i go, i admit it, i have been high for quite sometiime now, not everyday, just when i feel like it....in the past month i tried something new, went back to the two things i said i never would do again, and ended up with my trusted favorite, a bowl of soup for every meal....i make mistakes like this often, but i always grow from them

3) i am jealous. i get jealous when someone can perform better than me, when someone looks better than i do, has a fiercer eye dusted on her lid. but that has all only made me better, a better performer, prettier, and to have the fiercest dust on my eyelid. so that type of jealousy is not the t here. its i get jealous as a boy....I believe that vegas is hot as fuck.....but curtis is not....its just something that has come with vegas getting the attention and not curtis

4) i am bitter. bitter that some peoples lives go so smoothly and all they do is bitch and complain....lately i have been complaining alot, i realize this but my life has been fucked up since i was born, and for the most part i live it and learn, nothing holds me back. get the fuck over it bitches! shit

wow....that helped a lot.
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curtis
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