wow
what a crazy fucked up weekend. so we'll start with saturday...i first have to say that saturday marked my one year mark in portland...its really crazy to think that i have only lived here for one year, and then i htink about drag and haw far i've come in just a year...crazy shit. so for my one year mark, i took my first shot of estrogen....damn
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im not insulting any chose to get your shot... just the way you wrote it seems kind of like you're using her whereas when i gave dakota his shot, i still hung around afterwards because him and i are friends. he didnt use me.
your choices are exactly that, your's. make them wisely is all. and the fact of the matter is you can be happy in all acspects of your life its a matter of making the choises and changes to do that. you're in totally control of your outcome and future... so to say you cant, just means there is something else standing in the way.
i dont know what happend between us... what made this so awkward but i know i can only beliee it branches from one person. so until you piece together the bullshit that she feeds both you and everyone i guess theres going to be this weird feeling between us. i dont know what i did wrong, or to you... i only know that once someone came back in the picture its the same shit all over again.
take care of youself and just know i have no hard feelings for you.
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