Feb 26, 2005 23:00
so......this is groose, so if you think your stomache cant take it I suggest you stop reading this now. just a warning..
most of you wil probably look at me differently when youre finished reading this, and I couldnt really balme you. Let me start from the beginning..............
yesterday i got all four of my wisdom teeth out, Now, Im pretty good when it comes to going to the dentist but pushing it to taking out teeth...........i dont like. Its one of my biggest fears. so, I got laughing gas and got all nunbed up, but i was still shaking....i even had tears comming down my face. I was scared! i put cotton balls in my ears and twiddled my fingers the whole time. I hate blood and i hate certain noises.
I didnt puffup on the first day but i did a little the second. not too bad though. So taday, being the day after my appointment went to the ACT prepthing. I started to feel so sick.. I cant stand bloooood in my mouth. Lets just say, I barely made it to the first trash can I saw................left trails to the second, managed to get it all ove myself, and then I made it to the girls bathroom. I almost cried. So I felt horrible about everything. I washed part of my hair in the sink, pretty much washed my whole face, then washed my pants.. then I cleaned out he sink, and brought paper towels with me to cean up the trail left. I didnt ant the janitor to clean up after me. I would hAVE FELT HORRIBLE! so yah then I got the two trash can and tied up the sacks so no ne would have to smell it. then i went and found another trash can so people could still throw stuff away. (me thinking about others at my worst) then i called my parents to come get me and offered to sit in the back of the truck in the could so that they wouldnt have to smell me. this is so groose.
anyway. i threw those pants away. and fell asleep in the bathtub. Blood really grooses me out! Ive pretty much have felt sick ever since.