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I realize I cant fool every one all the time. But you, you little charlatan. I dont want to make you worry. You sure got it down.
My bodys a steamy-faced gauge with its hand in the red. Im clammy and happy and grabbing at you like I cant let go. Humor me. Blame it on my emotions because theyre running on high. Overexaggerated and doubled over. Its well... distorted.
[i was so excited to find what i needed today i almost burst from the inside out on the way to my car. i was by myself. i realized i was crazy and a tear came to my eye. im still in the red.]
I ate lunch there again today. All by myself. Except I saw a few familiar faces. I recognized you. I wonder if you saw me too. I had a conversation with you in my head. It made me hate humanity in the most general of terms.
And you. Dont smile at me again like that. It makes me freeze up on the inside. bit by bit.