If You Read You Will Judge
"If You Read You Will Judge" The beginning of Kurt Cobains Journals Said That. Don't Judge me. None of you. Don't you dare judge me. I may sicken you but pleanty of things sicken people, and it's not always right. For whoever wants to know's information I DID tell my boyfriend what was going on this morning because I had to go to an OBGYN appointment and I had the get weighed, I was very upset at someone else seeing those numbers. This may seem stupid to you, but you get molested as a child, beaten by your parents your whole life and then get raped by your room mate when you finally escape hell and move out away from your abusive parents... then you try and feel good about yourself.
I am not excusing myself, but I am saying there is more to things than people may think. I've said all this shit before, if you don't read every entry, don't judge me. I don't think like normal people I have very serious mental issues, I know this. That's why I am in therapy. I am trying, but I fall off the band wagon just like anyone else going through a recovery process. I may think rediculous things at times, I'M SICK. I never said I wasn't so anyone who is surprised at my "warpped" thought, or sickened or whatever, You should have known.
Also for your information ,I DID eat today. I fucking ate 1245 calories, my sister helped me out today.
I know I hurt people with this, How the fuck do you think I feel? I am a confused stupid cunt and I know it. I don't need YOU, someone who doesnt know me, to fucking tell me. Judge yourself.
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I am not excusing myself, but I am saying there is more to things than people may think. I've said all this shit before, if you don't read every entry, don't judge me. I don't think like normal people I have very serious mental issues, I know this. That's why I am in therapy. I am trying, but I fall off the band wagon just like anyone else going through a recovery process. I may think rediculous things at times, I'M SICK. I never said I wasn't so anyone who is surprised at my "warpped" thought, or sickened or whatever, You should have known.
Also for your information ,I DID eat today. I fucking ate 1245 calories, my sister helped me out today.
I know I hurt people with this, How the fuck do you think I feel? I am a confused stupid cunt and I know it. I don't need YOU, someone who doesnt know me, to fucking tell me. Judge yourself.
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