Aug 04, 2006 17:59
it has been quite a bitchyear since last time i've updated. fuck yeah it has. major drama has happened. major happiness, too though! i'm so excited that like two weeks ago i saw david, natalie, and stefanie!! all in a row! it thrilled me to DEATH!
lol it was not for very long, and we didn't get to talk much, but the fact that I EVEN SAW them. . made me happy.
so let's update on the little "relationship" status, shall we? of course.
check it out. . . we broke up, again. hah. surprise, right? it was right before our ten-month anniversary. Actually, one week before. So. . yaeh. . shit went down, and heather ended up at tenbroeck. surprise yet? nope. . . so major shit happened when she got out. i went crazy, cut, got frustrated, went and yelled at her when i was getting my ring back. yeah. i was pissed off. then i apologized. cause i can't help it. now she's back at OLOP. (mental institution: 4). yeah. it's okay. i don't care. she pissed me off, lied to me, used me. . she did everything. i don't fucking care anymore.
so i like this chick. yep. course i do.
and i kinda like this dude. yep. course i do.
being bi confuses me. but i can't help it, i love everyone.
anyway. . i'm leaving in two weeks and i was going to have this kickass going away party, but now it's not going to happen. not that i care, just a couple people knowing i'm leaving and saying goodbye in a good way is enough for me. . .
i love my fairdale crew. a whole lot. . . i'm quite excited that they all have cell's now. and i'm quite excited that everytime i see them i get more crazy in love with them. and the fact that i get the bestest hugs EVER from jacquee now. i'm glad she realizes how much i love her,now she's returning the love.
i have a problem, though, i MISS EVERYONE!
i do want to get together with everyone. so i may just haveto crash everyone else's parties for the next month. yep. works for me.
and. . . everyone needs to come visit me!!
I LOVE MY EFFING FAMILY!