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Oct 06, 2005 18:47

Now that I have stuff I want to write I never get a chance...that does make sense. First let me start of with last weekend and work my way to the present moment:
On Thursday (not really the weekend) I was coming home from another person's dorm around 2 am and had a little accident. I was riding my bike and took a turn, apparently I hit a batch of gravel or something, and came tumbling down. It wan't bad but for the past week I've had a series of bruises on my legs. (I have been wondering where my dear old friends had gone).
Friday night I don't actually remember what I did....
On Saturday there was the Tour de Fat, I can't quite describe it so let me do a bit of copy/pasting -"Two parts rodeo, one part circus, these folks know how to throw a bike party! They brought crazy bikes, a portfolio of tasty beers, great entertainment & bike love". It was so awesome seeing all the bicyclists and crazy drunkards, such a Flagstaff event. Then that night Laura and I went to her boyfriend Andrew's place where we drank with a few more people. There weren't a lot of us, maybe 7, but it was a blast! However, I don't want to drink again. Nothing happened, it was quite fun, but I don't even like alcohol or it's affects. The next morning however was awful!
Sunday, 6:40 am I woke to my alarm. Knowing that I had, and I mean had, to get up I slowly rolled out of bed. I received the call I knew was coming, Jenny making sure I was awake and ready. In 20 minutes I gathered myself, dressed myself, and scrounged for food to quiet my grumbling tummy. Jenny was promptly outside my dorm and we headed for the mountain. Yeah, I was going on a 7 o'clock in the morning hike! Ughhh. I wasn't hung over, I just wasn't ready for a hike. We hike for a tad over an hour then I said no more. A total of about 2 hours, not to shabby for what I went through the night before. We ate breakfast then parted our ways. I did whatever I do- try to study, surf the net, call people, hang out with Lizzy....
The following week (this week I'm finally ending) I had 3 exams. Two were on Tuesday, Forestry and Ecology...we won't talk about those. Then on Thursday I had Animal Behaviour. I also began work on Wednesday. I work in an Ecology lab, it's very tedious work (measuring, pouring, grinding, weighing,....). This week has gone by so incredibly slow and was so grueling for me. A few other things occurred that I prefer not to talk about.
I was way depressed, mainly last night, Wednesday. I have a hole in my heart and I don't know when if ever it will be mended. I am doubtful it will ever be regained back to what it was (there is only one thing I need...) oh woe is me.
I'm trying to be hopeful but it's difficult missing part of yourself. Before I start crying I must go (to the Rec! is my next destination).

-Here's to looking forward to the weekend. (i'm trying to be hopeful)
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