band and more

[vega_sama]

Band sucked today. i was late, sick, and unwanting to be there. and guess what...? tomorrow is Eastside AGAIN and i dont feel good. i wanna go, but i didnt get to practice AT ALL... and i'll SUCK.. I'll never make it. i am too weak and cant play well. -.- i need help. God.. why me?

why do i have to be so depressed all the time?
why is my life sloping downhill?
Why cant i get over it?
PLEASE GOD SAVE ME :'(

happy birthday alex...woot...? not.. so what he's 13