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[veeringoff]

ok so i've been 21 for a week now and well everythings the same so fuck it. not that i was expecting this life changing epiphiny but shit i really want to do something i'm bored as shit with this routine. something needs to change. some sort of adventure needs to take place but as usual the only way anything will happen is if i do it myself and get things rolling. i guess thats the way of the journey man. i'm ready to start something new in my life but my life isn't willing to come along. i miss the times of last year. those people that i was with everyday have all but dissappeared i maybe talk to jon once a week i stopped tryingcause he's with traci and doesn't have time to do anything except for with the people that just stop by his house unannounced. carl: see jon change traci to jessica. Tom, i don't know i stopped calling cause he never wanted to do anything. pun, of all my friends i think i miss pun the most. nigga always busy but has lagitamite shit going on and thats what sucks. i can't argue with a man taking care of his shit. it's juat a bummer that we ahve so much in common and have such a good time when we chill that we rarely see each other. the entitiy that is Mo/Pinner/Byrnsey are usually a fall back good place to hang with good people never the same thing over there but the drive sucks ass. fish and Mat dubs cribs a nice relaxing place but there's this tention the creeps up and long periods of time don't work well over there. chris's house is great atmosphere but lack of seating and diablo 2 is a damper. we can have some good talks but chris is alusive as well. mitch's is a good spot when his ma isn't home adn mitch isn't emo. we can have really good deep conversations or just rediculas banter and it's fun. tyler is rarely around and when he gets home form work he's usually to tired to do anything so just goes in his room. i guess they each have soemtihng or they wouldn't be my friends but i wonder how many of them are friends like i consider them friends. i' going out on a limb and saying 2. not that those two ever call but what you gonna do it's the way of the journeyman, lot of "friends" no one's real friend and aquatince to all. if they only knew.

fading to grey,
Kevin,Bomb,Bomber choose your name it won't matter you won't have to remember it