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ugh ugh ugh ugh. everything is just so incredibly blah, i cannot even put it into words. everything about me is so pathetic. i don't know how i got to this point, or if i'll ever move beyond it. it's not like BAD things have been happening but nothing GOOD either. i try so hard in some respects and get little in return. and then in other respects, i try so little even though i wish i could try so much harder. and in other respects, i just suck and no matter how hard i try, i will never get better. this is all very vague, i know, but it makes sense in my head and that's all that matters. i'm not looking for encouragement, comments, or even understanding, i just need to vent for a second or two before returning to schoolwork and/or boredom. this semester i've made myself too busy and too antisocial. and i can't blame the latter on the former.
ok, that is all ^_^
p.s. jealousy.
p.s.s. (or is it p.p.s.?) love.
ok, that is all ^_^
p.s. jealousy.
p.s.s. (or is it p.p.s.?) love.