"there are FOUR lights!" <-- approximately 0% of you will get this reference

[veeplus]

i don't know what's been going on with my dreams lately. maybe it's because i'm less stressed now than during school, but they've just been wild. it's gotten to the point where i am in complete control of myself in my dreams sometimes. i can also control my surroundings but usually choose not to do so. i am often aware that i'm dreaming but sometimes it feels so real that i have to force myself to wake up for a second just to make sure it's not before i can continue back with the dream. i had a dream like that last night. i can't remember it now but i do remember being able to feel objects in the dream as if they were real. still, though, usually only during naps.

i have so many bugbites it's not even funny. there must be a mosquito inside somewhere. why is my blood so tasty? my mom never gets bit.

yesterday i was thinking about how incredibly boring life is.. all aspects of it. often i feel like i'm having fun and enjoying myself of course. but if you think about it, everything is so ridiculously pointless and boring. i can't even explain it.

i have my first chem test on monday. lameness :/