Sep 29, 2008 04:16
i heard aiza seguerra singing that song, i felt na parang para sakin ba to?
coz i cant make you love me.. something like that..
anyways the away of ours is over, imagine its been 9 months na pero still we have this fights na parang after the fight dededmahin ako sa text.. sad lang talaga eventhough he said sorry na and were now talking kasi wala namang akong ginawang bad..talagang when he said na say daw ako sorry sabi ko talaga i wont..
all i wanted that saturday morning is to eat my breakfast with or without him because im hungry.. i cant work if im hungry..he's gonna watch something so i thought it was ok to eat without him.. pero things happened, of all the fights that we had this has been the pinakamasakit.. sobrang daming words that has been said na parang napapanaginipan ko.. ive realized a lot of things, one of which is i cant force him or make him love me the way i wanted to be love.. sucks db pero that's reality. also if he cant love me the way i wanted to be e di il love myself more nalang..
ryt now days before my birthday gusto ko puro positive vibes muna..
so let me start with all the thank you's..
thank you to the LORD kasi he gives me strength to survive all these.
thank you to my friends (lj,multiply,lahat ng online,friends at school,work,lahat)
thank you to my family for always making me smile..
thank you to metrobank and of course hsbc and bpi hahaha!!
my friend rai is now here at the philippines with his gwapong bf..swerte ni bakla!
tom il be going on yeoh's party, geez missing all my friends (gay friends)..
wednesday is a holiday..
please pray for ate malu's father who's currently in ICU right now..
basta puro good vibes lang muna...