TA DA!
I think I may be back!
Do you remember me hinting that the universe might be paying me back, big time? Well...
1. I am currently 6 weeks pregnant. I am exhausted, have insomnia and a host of other symptoms. I will spare you.
2. I have been recommended for a position within a school district that I have been ACHING to work in for 5 years. It's also where my husband works, although I will be in a different building. I should know next week if the job is mine or not.
Keep your fingers crossed on both, will ya?
I've spent the day reading back entries. I haven't been feeling like myself for a really long time; like almost two years. And while reading it struck me that I've lost a lot of joy that I used to have, and I don't know why. I think that it's possible that I've been depressed for a few years, and have been struggling to keep a float. It seems to have started back when I started this job, and then compounded with buying a house/having my husbands best friend move in with us. Stress equates weight gain for me, and the weight gain means that I'm feeling insecure and inept.
I want to go back to where I was, when I was happy and secure and JOYFUL.
At any rate, I'm fairly certain that I've lost most readers of this thing anyway, but I'm trying. Just know that I'm trying.
Do you remember me hinting that the universe might be paying me back, big time? Well...
1. I am currently 6 weeks pregnant. I am exhausted, have insomnia and a host of other symptoms. I will spare you.
2. I have been recommended for a position within a school district that I have been ACHING to work in for 5 years. It's also where my husband works, although I will be in a different building. I should know next week if the job is mine or not.
Keep your fingers crossed on both, will ya?
I've spent the day reading back entries. I haven't been feeling like myself for a really long time; like almost two years. And while reading it struck me that I've lost a lot of joy that I used to have, and I don't know why. I think that it's possible that I've been depressed for a few years, and have been struggling to keep a float. It seems to have started back when I started this job, and then compounded with buying a house/having my husbands best friend move in with us. Stress equates weight gain for me, and the weight gain means that I'm feeling insecure and inept.
I want to go back to where I was, when I was happy and secure and JOYFUL.
At any rate, I'm fairly certain that I've lost most readers of this thing anyway, but I'm trying. Just know that I'm trying.