Happiness - oneshoot
Title : Happiness
Chapters : oneshoot
Author : veechuu
Genre : Fluff, angst
Warnings : unhappiness? ;3 unbeta-ed (would u beta this story for me?)
Rating : PG-13
Pairings : a bit ReitaxRuki
Synopsis : Ruki’s past was definitely not a fairy tail.
Comments : E…. I never good at commenting my own fic :’( But this story is good to me~
Disclaimer : I only own the story~ and Ruki *khukhukhu* kidding xD I don’t own them ;’33
This is Taka. Today is the first day of my summer. The sun is shining really bright today. I hope I can walk out of this house and join the other kids to play games. But father will beat me up if I dare to do it.
………..
Takanori stops writing his summer diary. Father, he hates that word so much until he wants to erase that word from this world.
‘Father’ is the only human in this world who separates him and happiness. He’s like a demon in Taka’s innocence eyes.
Why do you hate to see me happy, father? Am I not good enough for you? I’m a good child, right? I’m smart and all.
You know what, Father?
I don’t want to be your son.
Taka sits down in his chair. His chair places in front of teacher’s desk.
Taka lets out a heavy sigh from his pinkish lips. Why everyday feels like hell to me? Kami-sama, do you hate me that much? Taka whispers inside his heart. He really feels doesn’t belong there. He has no friend at his elementary school. The others children see him as a genius kid who doesn’t like to play games with them. So, they never ask him to play with them.
I want to play.
I WANT TO PLAY!
Then, that little framed boy starts to cry. It was such a sad cry, a heart breaking cry to everyone who hears to it.
But, no one knows he was crying.
The world seems turning its back from Matsumoto Takanori.
Girls, boys. Pink and black.
I like girl.
I prefer girl than boy.
I love girl.
I have to falling in love with girl.
YEAH, aren’t they cute?
They’re all lies. Taka knows it. But he doesn’t have a choice. The world he lives on doesn’t give him any choice.
Now, Takanori is 16th years old boy. He’s happy because he has many friends right now. He’s not geek Taka like he used to be. He’s a bright Takanori. It’s easy for him to gets every girl that he desire. But, there’s something wrong growing inside his soul.
He doesn’t feel any desire for woman.
Everytime he dates a girl, he feels so guilty because he has told lie to them. He tells them how much he loves them. How much he wants them.
What the hell am I doing right now? Keep lying to my self? Am I happy? Is this what I wanted?
Taka sinks his head on his pillow. Now, it’s not his father who separates him and happiness, but it’s himself. He’s the one who hurts his soul.
No, I don’t want girl. I…want…
No. I can’t. Everyone will hate me; I’ll be all alone again. And I will not be able to bare that pain once again. No.
The pain of being abandon is too much to bear. It feels like hell without a single light…
But this lies…
Taka rolls him self into a ball, he wonders about when his true freedom will come pick him up.
Tears are tracking down in his cheek again.
Ruki snuggles into someone’s bare chest. It’s such a very peaceful morning for him. He feels so comfortable and saves. No one will hurt me with him beside me. That’s how Ruki thinks.
Yes, it’s ‘him’. No more ‘her’ in Ruki’s life and that’s what he wanted.
“Wakes up baby..” Sweet voice whispers in Ruki’s sensitive ear.
“Hm….” Ruki doesn’t want this peace gone yet.
“Hey, lazy, wake up.” That man pinches Ruki’s tip nose playfully.
Ruki opens his eyes and blinks. His angel is still beside him. He looks so messy this morning, but he still looks as gorgeous as always.
“Good morning, angel.” He whispers to Ruki as he places his lips at Ruki’s forehead.
“Good morning, penguin.” Ruki smiles sweetly toward Reita.