It hurts so bad.
Today, marks the second month since you’ve left us. People say with time the cuts will heal and the pain will fade. Those people obviously haven’t lost someone like you.
Coincidentally, today I also woke up from a dream that you were in. For that split minute, I forgot that you were already gone.
Everything can remind me of you. When my mind wanders off to thinking about you, I often shake it off and focus on something else.. because the thought of you can make me well up instantly. No words can express how sorry I am for all the times I’ve taken you for granted. No words spoken, no actions taken, nothing.. can bring you back. And I think that’s the hardest thing to accept. No one can replace you. No amount of time can erase you. Things are not okay without you. I miss you so much Grandpa. So so so much.
:*(
Coincidentally, today I also woke up from a dream that you were in. For that split minute, I forgot that you were already gone.
Everything can remind me of you. When my mind wanders off to thinking about you, I often shake it off and focus on something else.. because the thought of you can make me well up instantly. No words can express how sorry I am for all the times I’ve taken you for granted. No words spoken, no actions taken, nothing.. can bring you back. And I think that’s the hardest thing to accept. No one can replace you. No amount of time can erase you. Things are not okay without you. I miss you so much Grandpa. So so so much.
:*(