depressing post that i need to get off my chest. just skip

[vee_master]

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[pyreth]

I can see your dilemma. All I can suggest is for now live without the suit.
I've been in your predicament; believe me, I know how it is. Stop fighting the power and start adapting to it. You can stay as who you are while bending to their whims. Make sure for now not to show your furriness to your family. It is hard but it is necessary; unless you want to stay in pain, confusion, and despair.

[vee_master]

i understand, so now i just hide it and only take it out when there's an event. hope it doesn't grow mould (again).