Maybe tomorrow we'll forget about this year...
Today was just one of those days where I wished I would have slept in and stayed at home... I was so tired and out of it... Then I was so nervous about try-outs and I think I freaked myself out for them. So when I tried out I didn't do my best... But I should have known it wouldn't be that great since I lack skill in the singing and dancing area. Oh well! God didn't give me a good singing voice for a reason!!! Ms. Lines goes "It's too bad you can't sing... That was a really good reading" after I read for Sarah. If I could sing I think I would want to be Adelaide just because she has that cool accent. But Sarah would be awesome too.. I mean they're both leads. But I'll just get a straight part (hopefully) in this play. I'll have fun with whatever part I get!!!!
I was just sort of bummed about it afterwards and I made Dominic sad because he was sad that I was sad... Ohhh.... He's trying out tomorrow, yay! Kristi and I are also plotting against him for tomorrow night... We're making him wear a pink shirt. Muwhahaha.
I'm so tired... I think I'm going to go to bed soon. I just realized this entry is full of complaints... Haha sorry guys. I really don't mean to complain. I am just frustrated right now with myself... I know God has an awesome plan for my life and he wants me to reach out and touch people, but I feel like I can't. I know I can with his help, but I just feel like I can't... You know what I mean? I just want to draw closer to God and I'm finding that hard right now. I want to be totally consumed by him because He is a 'consuming fire' (Hebrews 12:29). -sigh- I think I'll get off so I can do my devotions, pray, and get some rest. I think that is all I need.
Sorry about the complaints guys... But we're all allowed an entry full of complaints every now and then right? ;)
Night!
I was just sort of bummed about it afterwards and I made Dominic sad because he was sad that I was sad... Ohhh.... He's trying out tomorrow, yay! Kristi and I are also plotting against him for tomorrow night... We're making him wear a pink shirt. Muwhahaha.
I'm so tired... I think I'm going to go to bed soon. I just realized this entry is full of complaints... Haha sorry guys. I really don't mean to complain. I am just frustrated right now with myself... I know God has an awesome plan for my life and he wants me to reach out and touch people, but I feel like I can't. I know I can with his help, but I just feel like I can't... You know what I mean? I just want to draw closer to God and I'm finding that hard right now. I want to be totally consumed by him because He is a 'consuming fire' (Hebrews 12:29). -sigh- I think I'll get off so I can do my devotions, pray, and get some rest. I think that is all I need.
Sorry about the complaints guys... But we're all allowed an entry full of complaints every now and then right? ;)
Night!