An Older Vision
This vision was experienced on April 30, 2003.
I was upstairs in the purple room standing near the purple massage table. I held the staff I had just made close to me. I lit the candles on the harrow and took my glasses off. As I was taking them off, I said "I take off my glasses so you can show me the true way" and set them down on the Harrow. I then moved, still with staff in hand, to the massage table. I set the staff on the floor along the table, stepped over it and climbed up on the table. As I lay down I instantly felt the presence of two people standing by the table. They grabbed the staff from the floor and gently impaled me with it. It entered my stomach, ran straight through the table and hit the floor.
I felt no pain. I felt no emotion at all.
That void of emotion seemed so fleeting, as awe filled me, as I seemed to turn in on myself. I seemed as if I was falling forward and backwards all at once. Suddenly the staff, which was now an impossibly large tree looming in front of me, was no longer impaled in my stomach. I WAS the tree and I was looking down upon the tree from farther than I had ever been before.
THEY were lifting me up by my arms and flying me along the mountainous bark that just kept getting bigger and bigger. I looked up along the trunk of the tree and I saw a white place filled with cooled gusts of being and then I looked back down the tree and saw a red place boiling with the heat of potential. The next thing I know we are racing up the tree. Stopping suddenly Frey stands in front of me and like his legs are folded Indian style. His penis was really hard, and HUGE!!! He picked me up at the waist and set me down onto his member. It didn't hurt, instead I felt warmth. I could not quite make out his face, and his skin was radiant. Freya stood behind him and I could see her over his shoulder. He raised me up and put me down twice and then he lifted me up and handed me to Freya.
Banshee, my cat, started meowing at the doorway of the room. I heard her as if from far away. I came back to my body a little bit. I felt Freya walk over to Banshee and pick her up and rub her belly. Banshee purrs as she sets her back down again. Banshee followed close behind her around the room in a circle about me. They both stop at my feet. I got up bodily to lean over to look at her. I could feel Freya taking the staff out of my back and setting it down on the floor.
It was wild.
Does this make sense?
What did I do to deserve this visit?
Could I do it again?
I was upstairs in the purple room standing near the purple massage table. I held the staff I had just made close to me. I lit the candles on the harrow and took my glasses off. As I was taking them off, I said "I take off my glasses so you can show me the true way" and set them down on the Harrow. I then moved, still with staff in hand, to the massage table. I set the staff on the floor along the table, stepped over it and climbed up on the table. As I lay down I instantly felt the presence of two people standing by the table. They grabbed the staff from the floor and gently impaled me with it. It entered my stomach, ran straight through the table and hit the floor.
I felt no pain. I felt no emotion at all.
That void of emotion seemed so fleeting, as awe filled me, as I seemed to turn in on myself. I seemed as if I was falling forward and backwards all at once. Suddenly the staff, which was now an impossibly large tree looming in front of me, was no longer impaled in my stomach. I WAS the tree and I was looking down upon the tree from farther than I had ever been before.
THEY were lifting me up by my arms and flying me along the mountainous bark that just kept getting bigger and bigger. I looked up along the trunk of the tree and I saw a white place filled with cooled gusts of being and then I looked back down the tree and saw a red place boiling with the heat of potential. The next thing I know we are racing up the tree. Stopping suddenly Frey stands in front of me and like his legs are folded Indian style. His penis was really hard, and HUGE!!! He picked me up at the waist and set me down onto his member. It didn't hurt, instead I felt warmth. I could not quite make out his face, and his skin was radiant. Freya stood behind him and I could see her over his shoulder. He raised me up and put me down twice and then he lifted me up and handed me to Freya.
Banshee, my cat, started meowing at the doorway of the room. I heard her as if from far away. I came back to my body a little bit. I felt Freya walk over to Banshee and pick her up and rub her belly. Banshee purrs as she sets her back down again. Banshee followed close behind her around the room in a circle about me. They both stop at my feet. I got up bodily to lean over to look at her. I could feel Freya taking the staff out of my back and setting it down on the floor.
It was wild.
Does this make sense?
What did I do to deserve this visit?
Could I do it again?