Jan 08, 2005 18:06
alright...this week has been crazzzzzzzzzzy...so many mixed emotions, so many feeling changed in such a short amount of time...happy, sad, hurt, proud, nervous, and just blah...
the week started out so great...i was back in school...feeling good...not over-dueing mysalf yet still having a good time...then we had are dance tutorial for GREASE...changed my mind on who i wanted to be many time and i've decided i want to go for---->Frenchy...i kno i said JAN but then i went back and forth, back and forth in my mind many times...and was considering so many factors...will i be able to sing the keys? will i get sick and have to let the cast down? and do i really want to put the effort into it...the last answer was a 100% yes but i am scared of over-dueing it and getting sick again...
now, i just found out that my one-day love fling of last january just stabed me in my heart...yet, he did not intentionaly hurt me and it isn't his fault...its just how his feeling changed and life goes...i was so nervous to hear the truth yet, i'm proud that he found his true self and is able to express himself but i wish it wasn't so...i still love him and i'm glad we are still friends...i hope everything works out for you...see you at the comp...
last night i went over my friend melissa house and slept over...joe made dinner and melissa made dessert...all the food was good yet i didn't bring my A game @ eating...more like a B- lol...we wanted to rent GARDEN STATE but blockbuster ran out...so then we rented Little Black Book...it was a really, well not really, but a better the good movie...then we played TRIVIA PURSUIT...joe won yet he had the easy questions...melissa i think you need to go back to school...lol...
today i've been watching KING OF QUEENS season 1...episode after episode after episode...i LOVE box sets...
i'm back to watching K-o-Qs
~VeCe~