A Whole New World?

[veal]

I feel like I am not in the same school as I have been going to. Everything feels so different. Actually, it feels more like I am on the outside looking in. I walk around and see people yet I feel totally isolated like nobody can see me. I can be surrounded by people yet feel vastly alone. It's an incredibly odd feeling, like I am a ghost or something. Wow that sounds like what Sean says all the time. Is this what you mean? Anyways, I was just feeling it on the subway now as well. It's just... weird.

In my life, why do I give valuable time to people who don't care if I live or I die?