Nov 30, 2008 06:09
He flipped a coin and came up wrong. He flipped it again and it came up wrong. To his obvious dismay. Slight dismay. I feel like the tables have turned. But have they really? I don't know. But I'd like the feeling to be understood.
My hand was squeezed for real. It was there. For the first time.
I was almost left behind. And then something changed.
I was bouncing along on a knee.
I was asked a heavy question by someone. I'm not sure what it meant. It could have meant something good. It could have meant something competitive.
He looked like he was ready this time.
Someone once said "But nothing's changed". But there feels like a little turn has been taken.
And...I don't fully know what this all means.