Kinda killing time
So I'm just in the library. No real reason to be here right now. Just killing time. Nice title intro right. I forgot Amanda started a new journal. It's funny cuz I have one of those too. Cept I might make that one public. Not sure how. Hrm....well I was thinking of making it into something interesting. This is more of the place where I breathe out inanities and get a grip on my life somewhere. Gosh I have so much more of the day to go. I shoulda gone to the gym. That's FO SHO gonna happen after MLP. Nuff of this dilly dallying. ALTHOUGH I am rather pleased that I did a lot of work yesterday in lieu of it. If I hadn't had those biscuits...ahhh enough of that.
So funny story. I canceled my Facebook account for a temporary period so that I could do work in the library. I like being disconnected sometimes. It's freeing. I remember when everything electronic around me died. I liked it. But I've gone through that before. Anyway...so my dad caught wind of the whole situation. And my parents freaked. "Why would Vanessa be off of Facebook?!!!" Since I guess I'm attached to that at the un-hip (har har). Yeah so my sister wrote to me saying that drama occurred. Annoying. And my father is a faithless man. Faithless and sorrowful. Interesting how something so silly could reveal a deep meaning. I don't know really. Still...so yes. He's a faithless man with negativity surrounding his whole core. He doesn't have any light in him. He feels like he could be a good man. But no. There's too much bitterness that made him rotten. He cares, but is uncaring all at the same time. I'm not sure what to do. I just know I've gotten more into my faith. He supposedly said something about a cult? Just cuz I had "I LOVE CHURCH!!" as my religious views. Fine, whatever. Still the man knows how to undermine and attack things that are close to you. He's good at that. And my sister made a pretty good point as well
"I don't even think he has a specific religion or belief..I think that his sole point of being is to reject, denounce, or contradict anything..."
Yeah looks that way.
Dunno what to do about it. Part of me is mad, and the other part wants to do something about it.
I'm here with Jack. He sucks. I hate him.
So funny story. I canceled my Facebook account for a temporary period so that I could do work in the library. I like being disconnected sometimes. It's freeing. I remember when everything electronic around me died. I liked it. But I've gone through that before. Anyway...so my dad caught wind of the whole situation. And my parents freaked. "Why would Vanessa be off of Facebook?!!!" Since I guess I'm attached to that at the un-hip (har har). Yeah so my sister wrote to me saying that drama occurred. Annoying. And my father is a faithless man. Faithless and sorrowful. Interesting how something so silly could reveal a deep meaning. I don't know really. Still...so yes. He's a faithless man with negativity surrounding his whole core. He doesn't have any light in him. He feels like he could be a good man. But no. There's too much bitterness that made him rotten. He cares, but is uncaring all at the same time. I'm not sure what to do. I just know I've gotten more into my faith. He supposedly said something about a cult? Just cuz I had "I LOVE CHURCH!!" as my religious views. Fine, whatever. Still the man knows how to undermine and attack things that are close to you. He's good at that. And my sister made a pretty good point as well
"I don't even think he has a specific religion or belief..I think that his sole point of being is to reject, denounce, or contradict anything..."
Yeah looks that way.
Dunno what to do about it. Part of me is mad, and the other part wants to do something about it.
I'm here with Jack. He sucks. I hate him.