And it kills me: Zoos and such
Water is cleansing. I wish I could only live off of water. It would be amazing. It feels like life. This means I'm going to get more water.
So is this the Return to Oz.
Oh God in heaven I wanna meet Thom Yorke. He's breathing the same smoggy LA air that I am breathing right now. I could WALK to the hollywood bowl from Natalie's apartment. This is the injustice of it all. One day I won't need these earthly heroes and none of this will matter. I miss when the only hero I had was God. And I guess Sonic the Hedgehog. Yeah I guess I miss my heroes being video game or cartoon characters.
We went to the zoo. I was gladdened that I went somewhere. I have a hankering to go somewhere new. I want to go to New York. I feel like I should go there in the near future. Or Boston. Maybe I can save money and go there for spring break. OR maybe for the West Point graduation. Crud that's insane. SIGH. I miss Marion.
I don't feel like knowing the people I know right now. I want to run away again. I'd like to go...off to a deep desert or forest and help people or something. Maybe that would take my mind off of me. I'm pointless to think about. But yeah. I'd like to run away and not see people I know for a long time. Except my family. That way when I come back I would be someone completely different. Mainly a better person that's not so self involved. I think just knowing that I can share things about myself with people makes me feel like I can always talk about me or something. I sort of miss the days where I kept things far inside and let others talk about themselves.
I wanna see Thom Yorke and Radiohead.
I have no reason to be annoyed. Oh wait. Food. Yeah that's the reason. Ya know I might just skip the hill right now and...actually I'll walk out of here at 1. That's what's gonna happen.
So is this the Return to Oz.
Oh God in heaven I wanna meet Thom Yorke. He's breathing the same smoggy LA air that I am breathing right now. I could WALK to the hollywood bowl from Natalie's apartment. This is the injustice of it all. One day I won't need these earthly heroes and none of this will matter. I miss when the only hero I had was God. And I guess Sonic the Hedgehog. Yeah I guess I miss my heroes being video game or cartoon characters.
We went to the zoo. I was gladdened that I went somewhere. I have a hankering to go somewhere new. I want to go to New York. I feel like I should go there in the near future. Or Boston. Maybe I can save money and go there for spring break. OR maybe for the West Point graduation. Crud that's insane. SIGH. I miss Marion.
I don't feel like knowing the people I know right now. I want to run away again. I'd like to go...off to a deep desert or forest and help people or something. Maybe that would take my mind off of me. I'm pointless to think about. But yeah. I'd like to run away and not see people I know for a long time. Except my family. That way when I come back I would be someone completely different. Mainly a better person that's not so self involved. I think just knowing that I can share things about myself with people makes me feel like I can always talk about me or something. I sort of miss the days where I kept things far inside and let others talk about themselves.
I wanna see Thom Yorke and Radiohead.
I have no reason to be annoyed. Oh wait. Food. Yeah that's the reason. Ya know I might just skip the hill right now and...actually I'll walk out of here at 1. That's what's gonna happen.