Oct 31, 2005 17:52
Carl Sagan writes that everything is scientific, not coincidence, not fate, not anything like that, but purely science!! Now i myself have always been a bigger fan and believer of fate than science...(okay, i HATE science) but if what Carl Sagan says is true....then me and him are destined to be together, and there is no other explanation.....and even if it's not, i still believe with ALL OF MY HEART that we should be together, but for some odd and unknown reason we arent together yet....maybe were just not ready for each other, i dont know, and i honestly dont think that i love him, but i know i could and definately would if we were together, and thats why i said what i said in my last entry. theres only one other person in my life that i have felt like this about....and i hvaent talked to him in about forever, and they both hurt equally.....
im sorry for the lack of a name, but it hurts....it hurts so bad knowing that you should be with someone, and knowing that said person doesn't think you should be together, and worse, doesnt want to....but i do appreciate the curiosity, and again im sorry