my past few days
so a few days ago, i did something a little bit stupid.....its hard to say why.....but none-the-less, i did it....and i dont know how to undo it....but i am trying...
so i have an infatuation (which is nothing new) but i finally wrote the letter i wanted to write....it took forever, and it jumps from point to point, but i feel better, because i vented somewhere.....i dont know where i am going to take it from here....but i am determined to do something
and something thats new: i also have a small crush....and i dont know what to do....things are kinda complicated....and not only on my end....dont know what im going to do with that either.....i actually went to bed the other night, giddy...like an 11-year old school girl.....sooo not good!! (and youre not the only one that doenst know who it is: nobody does!! i kinda like it that way, that way, i am forced to make all the decisions......)
my knee is sooo messed up, i have NO idea why!! but today, climbing the stairs to my class, oh man, it hurt SOO bad....
i really dont know what to do anymore....im so stressed out about so many different things.....its all too much to handle.....and its effecting everything in my life.....i cant seperate anything anymore....i need a break from it all!!! but i dont have time for a break......its quite a vicious cylce.....
im SOOO tired....ive gone to bed at 4 every night this week, except last, i went to bed at 1, and slept through my alarm....thank goodness its almost the weekend....i plan on doing lots of sleeping.....after all the homework i have....of course!!!
so i have an infatuation (which is nothing new) but i finally wrote the letter i wanted to write....it took forever, and it jumps from point to point, but i feel better, because i vented somewhere.....i dont know where i am going to take it from here....but i am determined to do something
and something thats new: i also have a small crush....and i dont know what to do....things are kinda complicated....and not only on my end....dont know what im going to do with that either.....i actually went to bed the other night, giddy...like an 11-year old school girl.....sooo not good!! (and youre not the only one that doenst know who it is: nobody does!! i kinda like it that way, that way, i am forced to make all the decisions......)
my knee is sooo messed up, i have NO idea why!! but today, climbing the stairs to my class, oh man, it hurt SOO bad....
i really dont know what to do anymore....im so stressed out about so many different things.....its all too much to handle.....and its effecting everything in my life.....i cant seperate anything anymore....i need a break from it all!!! but i dont have time for a break......its quite a vicious cylce.....
im SOOO tired....ive gone to bed at 4 every night this week, except last, i went to bed at 1, and slept through my alarm....thank goodness its almost the weekend....i plan on doing lots of sleeping.....after all the homework i have....of course!!!