what a freakin day

[vdaybaby11]

i really hate people!! nothing i ever do is good enough....im so sick of it...i DID NOTHING WRONG!!!!!!!! i would just like to point out that my 9 days of spring break, i have given up 5 of them TO THE SAME PERSON, and the others have been dedicated to my HOMEWORK....and when i DIDNT give up one of those days, i was given THE biggest guilt trip....apparently, its such a horrible thing to want to go to the beach on your spring break with your friends, who are also down on THEIR spring break....how DARE i?!?!?! i am such a horrible person....and why is it that when i try to walk away from something and be left alone, people always feel the need to NOT leave me alone, and follow me, and bug me even more, so i was forced to take drastic measures....they may have been a little too drastic, ill admit, but they got me to left alone....and besides, i bought a new cd...i LOVE IT!!! then i got told that my perspective was dilusional....of course it is....but i vented to a dear friend who i can alwasy count on, and i am greatly appreciative for....i actually held my own as i got yelled at...it was great...i calmly responded with a finger.....i dont know what it is about this ONE person. they always do this....i HATE that!!! im trying to change that....ive been trying for a long time now....so far unsuccessful....but whatever....sigh

in other news....i made a decision last night....and im sooo excited....for now....check back in a few days, the excitement might have faded away....

FOCKER!!! you are AWESOME!!! i love you and you CRACK me up!!! thanks for being you!!!