SO unfair!!!
this whole week, i have tried, and i just can't...i cant stop thinking about it, it keeps replaying in my head, and i hate it, i cant stop thinking about how happy it made me....but also, i cant stop picturing what you told me, and how shitty that made me feel, and how you blamed us, when it was all you.....i have tried, i put all my effort this week into making things normal, but it just hurts so bad!!! it's not fair, its driving me insane!!! i'm disappointed, angry, hurt, sad, and frustrated all at once, and that is not improving the sanity.....and i keep overanalyzing it, which makes it seem about 100000000 times worse!!! THIS SUCKS!!!! everything was so different....or so i thought