Birthday Wishes

[vctwilightchick]

Only a few days left until my birthday. It's amazing how no one bothers to ask me what I'm planning or anything. I was going to throw a party for myself, but i really doubt anyone would want to come or anything. I mean really, out of the loads of friends I used to have, how many really know my birthday? Without having to check my lj user info, or my facebook info? I can probably count the ones who know on one hand. I really wish someone would throw me a surprise party, ive never had one. I threw one for my sister on her birthday last week, but I really doubt that she cares for me enough to have one for me. She is an asshole, dont forget...

I wish I was loved.

All I've ever wanted for my birthday was to be loved. That and some turquoise converse. Those I've wanted for years. But to be loved, and to show how much I'm worth would be nice.