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And if she runs away she fears she won't be followed
What could be the worse than leaving something behind
And as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow
It's loneliness she finds...
If only he was mine
i cant do this. i can hear her screams. i can hear her cries. i can hear her begging for him to stop. i cant sleep, hell, i can't even think anymore. i try to talk to someone today about it, because tommorow will just be worse. but everyone has their own adgendas. everyone is too busy to talk to me. i am sitting here, seeing the whole thing in my mind, fighting to keep it out...
Say you would, say you could
Say you'd come and stop the rain
Say you'd try and hold me tight
And you just give me away
Make me high on lullabies
A melody for me to sway
Say you would, say you could
And you don't do anything
everyone claims to care. everyone takes pity on me, but i dont want pity. all i want is for someone to understand. but no one seems to want to understand. not even the people i thought loved me the most. no one even bothers to care any more. all they do is give me a false sense of security. and now i cant even rely on myself to get over this, because all i have been doing is bottling up all the pain and sadness inside. its time for it to come out. but no one wants to listen...
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memory
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
all i needed was for someone to care enough to hear me out. but it seems that no one will ever bother to care enough. i mean, i guess i will have to deal with it the best i can, and just remain alone, which is the last thing i need right now...
As you float the flimsy surface
You should know life lies beneath it
Don't pretend you feel what I feel for you
Live illusion and I am real
I am more than you will see,
I am more than you will need,
I am more than you will see,
More than wanted
i guess i am not wanted by anyone. i will probably just fade away...
What could be the worse than leaving something behind
And as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow
It's loneliness she finds...
If only he was mine
i cant do this. i can hear her screams. i can hear her cries. i can hear her begging for him to stop. i cant sleep, hell, i can't even think anymore. i try to talk to someone today about it, because tommorow will just be worse. but everyone has their own adgendas. everyone is too busy to talk to me. i am sitting here, seeing the whole thing in my mind, fighting to keep it out...
Say you would, say you could
Say you'd come and stop the rain
Say you'd try and hold me tight
And you just give me away
Make me high on lullabies
A melody for me to sway
Say you would, say you could
And you don't do anything
everyone claims to care. everyone takes pity on me, but i dont want pity. all i want is for someone to understand. but no one seems to want to understand. not even the people i thought loved me the most. no one even bothers to care any more. all they do is give me a false sense of security. and now i cant even rely on myself to get over this, because all i have been doing is bottling up all the pain and sadness inside. its time for it to come out. but no one wants to listen...
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memory
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
all i needed was for someone to care enough to hear me out. but it seems that no one will ever bother to care enough. i mean, i guess i will have to deal with it the best i can, and just remain alone, which is the last thing i need right now...
As you float the flimsy surface
You should know life lies beneath it
Don't pretend you feel what I feel for you
Live illusion and I am real
I am more than you will see,
I am more than you will need,
I am more than you will see,
More than wanted
i guess i am not wanted by anyone. i will probably just fade away...