Mar 31, 2005 19:09
Well Im not gonna update on how im feeling or wats happening this spring break because absolutly nothing has changed except things getting to the point where they cant get any worse, but do. So im just gonna update on thoughts.
It seems like people (more of girls) these think that other girls just type shit on Lj or wherever to get attention. Most of them do and i will admit that i do think that. But there is a point where someone is trying to reach out and ask for help and all they get are comments are like "if u wanna talk im here". well obviously they wanna talk if they have the post. but then when other grls see that post or w.e they think they have to beat it by putting how much there life sucks and shit just to get the attention or more comments or w.e. its retarded. i just thought that needed to be said.
Well iv done some thinking and it brought to the conclusion that as much as i want to change my past and iv wat iv done or wanted to do, i just cant. its not gonna happen and all i can say now is that i hope for the future to b better an brighter (however the way its going now, its going to take a lot for it to be better and brighter).
O and by the way, (no names or way of relation to me will be said cuz it will make me feel bad) but SHE who shall not be named is draining me of my last ....EVERYTHING and i dont know wat to do. i need to get away cuz im about to burst. i dont know wat im gonna do and im sick of playing mind games with her and if its not her than its no way. some one please help with this problem.
This Spring break is the worst spring break of my entire life.
thanks for the VERY FEW people i saw. the time we did spend
together was funn.
im not even gonna say to call me for plans cuz i know none of u will.
doesnt matter ne more though, becuz im actually the rest of the weekend.
and dont say i could have called u, becuz thats all iv been pretty much
doing is calling other people and NO ONE calls me (xcept for like a few people who actually do wanna c me but have to flake on them cuz of other shit, im sorry!). they r true friends. ones where WE BOTH CALL EATHOTHER.
im sure u know how to pick up a fricken phone and dial my #. and if u dont have it then find out wat it is and call. cuz putting in the extra amount of work to get the # is wat friends do.
Im allowing comments for everthing on the past 2 or 3 (and this one) entries.
say wat u want bout how amazingly kool ur spring break was and wat u did. (i would really like to know)
or on other stuff like...like maybe advice....u know that couldnt hurt ne one..
or just random stuff, i dont care.
Please also comment with some music to download cuz im getting bored of the stuff in my iPod. I like it alot but its just getting boring. K Thanks.
P.S. (lol) MY DOG DOESNT HAVE CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S JUST REALLY REALLY REALLY FAT!!!!!!