Haven't written in awhile
I never write on here....sorry but I don't want some people to know anything about my life...but I need to vent...
So its the end of the semester, I should be out enjoying myself, but no I can't..in the next week I am working 35 hours on top of moving out and studying. I am soo sick of working. I hate my job and would have quit a long time ago if I would have known that all this shit was going to happen. I am busting my ass to ensure that I have a positive future. I have been working so hard this past year to make money so that I can pay all my bills on top of being financial secure once I'm out of school. Right now I don't get a lot of help from my parents, because I don't want their help. I am an adult and want to depend less on my parents. Right now all my parents pay for is my tuition and gas. I pay for everything else. I pay for my rent, utilities, groceries, dinner, and anything else I want.
I just feel like I can never go out and have fun. I don't want to spend much money, so I rarely want to go out. It makes me feel like I can't enjoy my last couple weeks. Like tomorrow and friday we don't have school, a time to relax...but i have to work both days!!!! I am just soo sick of it....that's all i got for now...back to studying and having no life....
So its the end of the semester, I should be out enjoying myself, but no I can't..in the next week I am working 35 hours on top of moving out and studying. I am soo sick of working. I hate my job and would have quit a long time ago if I would have known that all this shit was going to happen. I am busting my ass to ensure that I have a positive future. I have been working so hard this past year to make money so that I can pay all my bills on top of being financial secure once I'm out of school. Right now I don't get a lot of help from my parents, because I don't want their help. I am an adult and want to depend less on my parents. Right now all my parents pay for is my tuition and gas. I pay for everything else. I pay for my rent, utilities, groceries, dinner, and anything else I want.
I just feel like I can never go out and have fun. I don't want to spend much money, so I rarely want to go out. It makes me feel like I can't enjoy my last couple weeks. Like tomorrow and friday we don't have school, a time to relax...but i have to work both days!!!! I am just soo sick of it....that's all i got for now...back to studying and having no life....