happy, and yet not
well, i found out that i got accepted to brockport, which was a happy thing. but then things started to go down the tubes. i found out that the grad classes im taking this semester have become useless because brockport took away the 2 electives that i thought we were going to have. then i found out that i have to take 2 classes this summer (instead of the 1 i originally thought) and they run right when im supposed to be in day camp, so i dont know if im going to be able to work at the day camp. i also found out that for next summer, im going to have to take a class for another month after the wedding. thats probably the thing that pisses me off the most. its going to suck needing to stay in brockport and tony to be in philly for a month after we get married. what a great way to start of married life. another thing i found out is that the person i was planning on living with at brockport doesnt know if they want to live there next year now. not to mention that dad and ellen told me that since grad school is more expensive, im going to have to chip in for half of my housing bill, so i had better get a good job. right, cause i have time to make enough money for rent, utilities, food, the wedding, and more than likely a new car cause im sure the one i have now isnt going to last much longer. i swear, being accepted to brockport almost is becoming a joke. its like they said, hey, congratulations!!!! you got in!!!! (but we are going to screw up every single thing that you have planned out for the next year and a half) argh. so not happy right now.