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School is finally over! Thank God. I just wanted a break from it. I ended up getting a C in physics 111. I expected that. I need to do better ext semester i kinda slacked this one. Spring semester will be crazy with taking zoology, o chem 1, physics 112, chemistry and criminalistics and calc 2 lab. Super good times.
Im all settled in my new apartment. Its a whole lot better then living with ma and pops. The neighbors who live upstairs are noisy as hell and dont know how to control their kids but otherwise so far so good. We actually have a diswasher its absoutely wonderful! I hate doing dishes! Two days ago at 2 am i heard like an alarm goin off and i thought it was the people upstairs but then i realized it was way too close so i go outside in the hallway and the fire alarm is goin off and the chick who lives down the hall said they go off randomly but then the fire trucks show up and here there was a grease fire on the third floor. All is good and it didnt spread or anything it just stunk the rest of the night and i had to get up for work at 6am. So one hr of sleep for me that night since i couldnt fall asleep really after that. My fun story to share with all.
My dad is currently working part time for the salvation army. Somethin is better then nothin!
Me and Greg are back together but I think i am having second thoughts about it. I asked him about and event that happened a while ago with oe of his friends ex gf and wouldnt tell me what i wanted to know. Then he informed me had done 2 lines of coke within the past yr and when i had asked him about it before he simply denied it. He's like I dont have to tell you when i do it or that. And he makes me feel bad because i dont want him to do it and he's like i feel like your always judging me just because i think its one of the worse drugs out there but he tries to tell me its ike weed and not that big of a deal. I wish he was doing weed again other than coke but whatever its his life and he wants to fuck it up then thats fine with me i just wont care. Its like what else are u hiding from me or just failed to mention it to me because u pick and choose what u want to tell me. I feel like i dont know him and maybe i never really have. And he came over the other day he lives not even 5 min from the apt and it took him 30 min to get here. It annoys me no end u dont have to impress me and brushing teeth and washing ur face doesnt take 30min. i feel like our relationship is about him and what he wants and needs and i really dont matter. I had the stomach flu on tues and he didnt even ask if i felt better or even concerned about til a few days later. i guess i should be happy with what i can get right? i dunno about that shit i deserve better than that. I know u had finals but a min phone call wouldnt kill u. Maybe i was bette without him in the long run. I need some serious thinking to do. Things have changed since we got back together i didnt expect to be the same but at least a lil similiar but i feel like im datin someone completely different.
i just had to vent...only 5 more days left til christmas and i have 8 more ppl to buy for with only $60 lets see what wonders i can do....Merry christmas everyone!
Im all settled in my new apartment. Its a whole lot better then living with ma and pops. The neighbors who live upstairs are noisy as hell and dont know how to control their kids but otherwise so far so good. We actually have a diswasher its absoutely wonderful! I hate doing dishes! Two days ago at 2 am i heard like an alarm goin off and i thought it was the people upstairs but then i realized it was way too close so i go outside in the hallway and the fire alarm is goin off and the chick who lives down the hall said they go off randomly but then the fire trucks show up and here there was a grease fire on the third floor. All is good and it didnt spread or anything it just stunk the rest of the night and i had to get up for work at 6am. So one hr of sleep for me that night since i couldnt fall asleep really after that. My fun story to share with all.
My dad is currently working part time for the salvation army. Somethin is better then nothin!
Me and Greg are back together but I think i am having second thoughts about it. I asked him about and event that happened a while ago with oe of his friends ex gf and wouldnt tell me what i wanted to know. Then he informed me had done 2 lines of coke within the past yr and when i had asked him about it before he simply denied it. He's like I dont have to tell you when i do it or that. And he makes me feel bad because i dont want him to do it and he's like i feel like your always judging me just because i think its one of the worse drugs out there but he tries to tell me its ike weed and not that big of a deal. I wish he was doing weed again other than coke but whatever its his life and he wants to fuck it up then thats fine with me i just wont care. Its like what else are u hiding from me or just failed to mention it to me because u pick and choose what u want to tell me. I feel like i dont know him and maybe i never really have. And he came over the other day he lives not even 5 min from the apt and it took him 30 min to get here. It annoys me no end u dont have to impress me and brushing teeth and washing ur face doesnt take 30min. i feel like our relationship is about him and what he wants and needs and i really dont matter. I had the stomach flu on tues and he didnt even ask if i felt better or even concerned about til a few days later. i guess i should be happy with what i can get right? i dunno about that shit i deserve better than that. I know u had finals but a min phone call wouldnt kill u. Maybe i was bette without him in the long run. I need some serious thinking to do. Things have changed since we got back together i didnt expect to be the same but at least a lil similiar but i feel like im datin someone completely different.
i just had to vent...only 5 more days left til christmas and i have 8 more ppl to buy for with only $60 lets see what wonders i can do....Merry christmas everyone!