are we friends or not
so, things have been weird lately. my best friend from back home just started iming me. school is almost over and one of my closet friends is being a jerk. he's been drinking constantly and has started smoking and doing drugs. he keeps talking about how he doesn't want to be friends anymore b/c he's gonna be graduating in a few weeks and he's gonna go home and never talk or see meagan and i again. i thought that we were friends, good friends. we hung out, shed tears together, slept in the same bed, shared very similar experiences (so similar it was scary.) and you keep telling me how special i am yet you are just throwing me and our friendship away. i don't get it. why? obviously once you graduate you're moving back home. but we can still talk, that's what the internet and phones are for. we can still see each other, that's what camera's, videos, cars and airplanes are for. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. WHY????????