Life
This week sucked, if it hadnt been for my campers it would have been unbearable. Slammed the car into the back of my dads accord when i backed up cause he parked in a fucked up spot where i couldnt see it or get out without hitting a tree on the otherside, plus it didnt help that i had gotten into a pattern of how to get out of the driveway. whatever fucked up both cars leaving me to feel like shit. Got burned on my face early in the week from a flaming marshmellow at a gs cookout. Didnt make it into the 5 week camp. Need to do so much college junk, if it weren't for some friends at vb house the week wouold have been a hell of a lot worse, a little worried about the Loyola camp next week since Alex convinced me my initial intake on the coach was right and she may not have what i need to improve. It would be nice if Alex would coach, having a coach like him could have and would have made all the difference. I like the help i get from these type of players cause i dont get enough of it anywhere else. College is racing at me and the more and more it becomes prevalent the more i have this weird feeling that all my ties will just disappear come college. Idk this week made me just wanna be alone, a lot, dont understand it. Well a least my vb content should pick up and i need to get to the damn gym. Maybe i should go mow the lawn with my ankle weights i wonder if that would help my vertical. One positive note, Alex said i reached the second red line on the antenna on the mens net last night, not sure if it was the top of that line, but then again not sure i believe it either, whatever yesterday was messed up, not even gonna elaborate, nearly destroyed my ankles 2X after ppl were under the net. whatever all for now.