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I hate my life, I hate myself. I hate everything about me. There's nothing to like, just look at me. I love Kayla but she doesn't love me back and I have a suspisicon that she doesn't care. Don't really blame her. I was a bad boyfriend anyways, there are so many better guys out there than me. Breaking up w/me was prbly the smartest decision she could have made. I found out my ex Emily wants me back...dunno what I'm going to do. I'm sitting here in C-33's command bunker crying my eyes out and nobody cares, nobody wants to help. All I want is someone to take me in their arms and hold me, but noooooooooooooooooo I can't have that. I can't have love, I can't be happy. I was soooo happy with Kayla, I felt wonderful but now...I feel like what I am...shit. Why, for once, can't things ever work out my way? Why can I just have her back!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? ANSWER ME THIS GOD: WOULD IT BE SO FUCKING HARD FOR YOU TO STOP HATING ME LONG ENOUGH TO LET ME BE HAPPY!?!?!?!?
Where's my damn knife when I need it...oh wait...there it is....
-Aaron
Where's my damn knife when I need it...oh wait...there it is....
-Aaron