the script
so everyone always talks about life being a movie... about how our lives are like movies, books, tv shows, soap operas even. people say they know their life would make a great made for tv movie, blockbuster, whatever it may be. well you know i have something to add to that. or i guess just something to say.
sometimes i wish my life was a movie, so i had a script. i know it sounds ridiculous, but sometimes it would just be nice to know what to say. to have something in front of you that you knew would make someone happy or help someone undesrtand or help them to do something. a script...to know what you should do. sometimes i feel like i am just lacking some personal quality that i cant know what to do or what to say or what is right. and maybe if you had the script you could flip a few pages ahead and see if everything was ok. and make some changes so that it would be. you could see that you know, since it is a movie, everything would be fine and happy and you would just follow right along on the path you were headed without doubt or fear or worrying about screwing it up for good.
ah.. honestly it wouldnt even have to be a movie about me. it wouldnt. i would gladly be cast in a supporting role, granted it wasnt the villian. but anyways, ill stop there because im not sure people are gonna understand this.
love
sara
sometimes i wish my life was a movie, so i had a script. i know it sounds ridiculous, but sometimes it would just be nice to know what to say. to have something in front of you that you knew would make someone happy or help someone undesrtand or help them to do something. a script...to know what you should do. sometimes i feel like i am just lacking some personal quality that i cant know what to do or what to say or what is right. and maybe if you had the script you could flip a few pages ahead and see if everything was ok. and make some changes so that it would be. you could see that you know, since it is a movie, everything would be fine and happy and you would just follow right along on the path you were headed without doubt or fear or worrying about screwing it up for good.
ah.. honestly it wouldnt even have to be a movie about me. it wouldnt. i would gladly be cast in a supporting role, granted it wasnt the villian. but anyways, ill stop there because im not sure people are gonna understand this.
love
sara