biatch :-p
so for my latest and probably last for a while journal entry (as always (lately haha))... i just have been having this random thought for basically a day haha. so you know its not THAT important but still it has been on my mind and i decided to share it with everyone (who reads this) instead of just some random person, because i figure it happens to everyone else too (well girls).
so my thing is that people have been calling me a bitch lately. what is up with that? in the last week at least 3 people have just called me a bitch. i mean not all of that was joking or even out of anger... they just said it. see am i reallly the bitch type? it makes me sad to think that way haha i dont picture myself being a bitch and i hope other people dont see me that way. and seriously the girls i think of that i would even consider calling a bitch seem so awful... so am i one of them now?
see the problem is it is probably a highly overused term, but it just bothers me. the worst usage i would say(which i am lucky to say that besides in joking (haha ashley) i have not been referred to as)is when someone says like "o shes his bitch" ouch... that seems quite bad against women in general. haha the sad part is that i have no problem calling guys bitches... well only certain ones.. but i think when guys call girls bitches its a different thing.
(i hope thi sthing doesnt have like a "censor" which like deletes this whole article because of all the "swearing" in it haha)
but yeah... i was just hoping that i am not that bad of a person that i deserve to be called a bitch. and i mean even if im not, i feel like when people say it it shows that they have like no respect for you at all (probably not true but it just seems like it.) whatever...its not that big of a deal i guess its just kindof new to me because i dont think (until now...or at least not in front of me) i have been called a bitch frequently. ouch. haha maybe i am turnign into some horrible person... i hope not (let me know)
but.. for now.. lets just say that i dont enjoy the term and plan on saving it only for people who i think are in general pretty awful people (which is a bad judgment to make i know i know... but i have to draw the line somewhere :-p)
good night all ;-) sorry for the rant
much love-
sara
so my thing is that people have been calling me a bitch lately. what is up with that? in the last week at least 3 people have just called me a bitch. i mean not all of that was joking or even out of anger... they just said it. see am i reallly the bitch type? it makes me sad to think that way haha i dont picture myself being a bitch and i hope other people dont see me that way. and seriously the girls i think of that i would even consider calling a bitch seem so awful... so am i one of them now?
see the problem is it is probably a highly overused term, but it just bothers me. the worst usage i would say(which i am lucky to say that besides in joking (haha ashley) i have not been referred to as)is when someone says like "o shes his bitch" ouch... that seems quite bad against women in general. haha the sad part is that i have no problem calling guys bitches... well only certain ones.. but i think when guys call girls bitches its a different thing.
(i hope thi sthing doesnt have like a "censor" which like deletes this whole article because of all the "swearing" in it haha)
but yeah... i was just hoping that i am not that bad of a person that i deserve to be called a bitch. and i mean even if im not, i feel like when people say it it shows that they have like no respect for you at all (probably not true but it just seems like it.) whatever...its not that big of a deal i guess its just kindof new to me because i dont think (until now...or at least not in front of me) i have been called a bitch frequently. ouch. haha maybe i am turnign into some horrible person... i hope not (let me know)
but.. for now.. lets just say that i dont enjoy the term and plan on saving it only for people who i think are in general pretty awful people (which is a bad judgment to make i know i know... but i have to draw the line somewhere :-p)
good night all ;-) sorry for the rant
much love-
sara