May 22, 2005 02:41
I know we don't hang out much. But when we do it's one of the best times I'll ever have. I view you as a best friend. You're in a way the older sister I always wanted. You actually listen to me and that alone is all I could ask for. But then you actually care. You don't just oh thats cool and then go on with one of your stories. You know how tonight we talked about best memories? Well when I was leaving I was like "Well that was another night with Steph." Then when I got home I was like "Wow, Steph is so cool." and I would wish that we could go back and relive that time we spent. I wish we had more times that we shared but I always seem to ask at the wrong time or you're doing something. I know I get mad like sometimes you say we'll hang out but then you leave. But then I'm like it's cool I know that when I really need you your there. I know you'll probably have a funner time with them then me but thats ok. I know I can be boring. We don't hang out that much we just talk on AIM and I know that gets old and makes me look boring. So go on be happy. I just want you to know that I view you as a best friend and everytime me and you hang out I remember it well. Your soo cool. Your the best. I love you.