different
so i'm sitting here waiting for dinner to be ready cuz i'm quite hungry, and i just don't feel the same. i don't know what is wrong with me, but i just don't feel the same way i used to a little while ago, before ... yeah. i don't know what it is, probably a combination of things or something. no idea. i hate feeling this way and not knowing why. it sucks.
all i know is the only time i've felt myself and like i can let loose is with you. <3 thanks for being there.
so i worked saturday 4-8. pretty boring, didn't have to do ONE boat check. oh well. the first hour went by awesomely fast cuz i was listening to my headphones (jen was right) cuz like one cd is an hours worth or more and it's nice. mom came to visit me from like 5:30 to 7 (by the way, she is the bestest) and just when i didn't know how to pass the last hour, jen and steph came by! (no idea how jen survived 6 hours there that day in a row) but yeah they are the bestest as well. then we picked up katie and went to get ice cream and then steph and i headed back to jen's house for a little while.
sunday and half of monday i spent up at Ocean Park, one of my top 3 favorite places to be. i saw my long lost hannah whom i love so very much and we had a blast catching up on the last like 3 years or so! and we had the 2 cutest lifeguards i've ever seen at the beach with us all day to make it even better :) i may be going back up tomorrow or thurs to visit her again, depending on whether or not she has to go home early. but she lives in norton where wheaton is, so when i go up she'll still be there and can show me and around and whatnot. YAY! but i seriously love being at Ocean Park and Old Orchard Beach b/c i have SO many memories there and it's just a place i wanna be so bad, it's one of my comfort locations at the moment and i wish i could just spend like a month there just to be away from here ... *sigh*
so mom and i left O.P. around 12:30 to go get some lunch and shop at the Maine Mall. I got some new spannies and shorts for vball :) AND i shopped at A&F for the second time in my life lol. We actually just went in there to laugh at all the ridiculous prices that people actually spend on clothes (sorry if any of u shop there on a regular basis) and to scope out the cute people that work there. and i actually found a couple of clearance tables (seriously did not know they existed there) and found a cute shirt and pair of capris for prices that i normally pay! i know, i was shocked too :P
today i got up and had a nice workout at the works by myself. nice and relaxing and sweaty :) then i went to visit mom at Dover Internal Medicine where she works for some yummy lunch. They have drugs reps that come every day and bring all of them lunch, wicked cool, so i had chicken fingers from Unos. Mmmmmm. poor mom she was stressed cuz she was the only N.P. there and was like overloaded with patients, but she still made time for me b/c she is the best. :) aaaaand i had a nice relaxing day at home.
sooooo yeah that's that.
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
Youre gone from here, soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
Oh everybody’s changing and I don’t feel the same
:/
all i know is the only time i've felt myself and like i can let loose is with you. <3 thanks for being there.
so i worked saturday 4-8. pretty boring, didn't have to do ONE boat check. oh well. the first hour went by awesomely fast cuz i was listening to my headphones (jen was right) cuz like one cd is an hours worth or more and it's nice. mom came to visit me from like 5:30 to 7 (by the way, she is the bestest) and just when i didn't know how to pass the last hour, jen and steph came by! (no idea how jen survived 6 hours there that day in a row) but yeah they are the bestest as well. then we picked up katie and went to get ice cream and then steph and i headed back to jen's house for a little while.
sunday and half of monday i spent up at Ocean Park, one of my top 3 favorite places to be. i saw my long lost hannah whom i love so very much and we had a blast catching up on the last like 3 years or so! and we had the 2 cutest lifeguards i've ever seen at the beach with us all day to make it even better :) i may be going back up tomorrow or thurs to visit her again, depending on whether or not she has to go home early. but she lives in norton where wheaton is, so when i go up she'll still be there and can show me and around and whatnot. YAY! but i seriously love being at Ocean Park and Old Orchard Beach b/c i have SO many memories there and it's just a place i wanna be so bad, it's one of my comfort locations at the moment and i wish i could just spend like a month there just to be away from here ... *sigh*
so mom and i left O.P. around 12:30 to go get some lunch and shop at the Maine Mall. I got some new spannies and shorts for vball :) AND i shopped at A&F for the second time in my life lol. We actually just went in there to laugh at all the ridiculous prices that people actually spend on clothes (sorry if any of u shop there on a regular basis) and to scope out the cute people that work there. and i actually found a couple of clearance tables (seriously did not know they existed there) and found a cute shirt and pair of capris for prices that i normally pay! i know, i was shocked too :P
today i got up and had a nice workout at the works by myself. nice and relaxing and sweaty :) then i went to visit mom at Dover Internal Medicine where she works for some yummy lunch. They have drugs reps that come every day and bring all of them lunch, wicked cool, so i had chicken fingers from Unos. Mmmmmm. poor mom she was stressed cuz she was the only N.P. there and was like overloaded with patients, but she still made time for me b/c she is the best. :) aaaaand i had a nice relaxing day at home.
sooooo yeah that's that.
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
Youre gone from here, soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
Oh everybody’s changing and I don’t feel the same
:/