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i just got home from new york. i have a lot of thinking to do. this trip changed me.
wut i realized
1- clarkston guys suck
2- i want this kid thats perfect for me.. and he's not here
3- i want to be in new york
4- but i want to be in michigan
5- U DO NOT HAVE TO CHANGE YOURSELF TO MAKE A GUY LIKE YOU! if he doesnt like u for u then he can go fuck himself. i am so sick and tired of feeling like me and all girls around me have to be different then who we really are to make a guy like us
k im done bitching about that
but new york was the bomb! not kidding. me n my cousin were crazy! she got me to open up so much while i was there. i talked to her about everything that im feeling right now. and boy am i confused. i feel like i belong there too. i mean the people rock. the guys there go their own ways too. i mean they all dont go for the same girl like guys here do. and boy am i sick of guys doing that around here. these two guys liked me out there. i liked one of them back. i sware to god this kid is PERFECT! i have never met anyone like him.
*he's the only one that leaves me completely breathless..
wut i realized
1- clarkston guys suck
2- i want this kid thats perfect for me.. and he's not here
3- i want to be in new york
4- but i want to be in michigan
5- U DO NOT HAVE TO CHANGE YOURSELF TO MAKE A GUY LIKE YOU! if he doesnt like u for u then he can go fuck himself. i am so sick and tired of feeling like me and all girls around me have to be different then who we really are to make a guy like us
k im done bitching about that
but new york was the bomb! not kidding. me n my cousin were crazy! she got me to open up so much while i was there. i talked to her about everything that im feeling right now. and boy am i confused. i feel like i belong there too. i mean the people rock. the guys there go their own ways too. i mean they all dont go for the same girl like guys here do. and boy am i sick of guys doing that around here. these two guys liked me out there. i liked one of them back. i sware to god this kid is PERFECT! i have never met anyone like him.
*he's the only one that leaves me completely breathless..