for every good deed done is one person left with a little bit less...
So I was supposed to be going to prom with a good friend of mine...Mike. But his best friend didn't have a date and she really wanted to go with him so I finally got him to admit to himself that he'd rather go with her, but now I'm upset because my boyfriend found out that he was no longer going...so I figured that we could go together, but when I asked him, he told me that he can't afford it. Doesn't make too much sense when only two days ago he could afford to go with someone else but now he can't afford to go with me, his girlfriend? So I've talked to a friend of mine, and we decided that if Brian doesn't realize what he's going to miss by not going with me, then I'm going with my friend, Brett. But yeah, hopefully I can get ahold of Brian tonight so we can talk about it, because I really have to let Brett know. I really would like to go with Brian though, because it's kinda the last chance we will get to go to something like this together. I mean, if we are still together in two years when I graduate, which I hope we are, I don't know if he's going to want to come back to it, he'll be almost 21. I don't even know what's going through his head right now but it's gotta be pretty fucked up if he doesn't even want to go to Prom with his girlfriend. I'm sorry for venting so much, I just seriously can't handle this. I don't even know what to ask him. But anyways...
I got my ballet dresses altered tonight, should look good when I get them back. Can't wait for the show next week!!
Starting the 30 Hour Famine at 2am tomorrow morning....which is about 3 hours from now....not cool. I'm getting up at 1:30am and having a friggin feast!! Chicken and rice hopefully...might have to throw some noodles in there too!!
When I got home from school today I layed on my deck in a bikini for 2 hours and baked in the sun. It was so hot on my deck I thought I was going to get sun stroke. But I'm beginning to develop a very nice tan, and I cannot wait for it to get even hotter!!! It's going to be wonderful.
Anyways...I should probably get going...Night all...
You know your special to someone when: they tell you that they will go with you if your boyfriend wont.
I got my ballet dresses altered tonight, should look good when I get them back. Can't wait for the show next week!!
Starting the 30 Hour Famine at 2am tomorrow morning....which is about 3 hours from now....not cool. I'm getting up at 1:30am and having a friggin feast!! Chicken and rice hopefully...might have to throw some noodles in there too!!
When I got home from school today I layed on my deck in a bikini for 2 hours and baked in the sun. It was so hot on my deck I thought I was going to get sun stroke. But I'm beginning to develop a very nice tan, and I cannot wait for it to get even hotter!!! It's going to be wonderful.
Anyways...I should probably get going...Night all...
You know your special to someone when: they tell you that they will go with you if your boyfriend wont.