i feel like writing
So tonight i went to my friend Mikes house which was pretty fun. We drank a little bit over there and then we went to some other party which was boring so we went back to mikes. Some of my good buddies got in a fight and i had to try to break it up but it didnt work. So then one of them was crying and shit so i had to talk to him. It was good talking to him because im sure that he needed that. I needed that. It all ended up ok which was suprising...i thought it was going to be another night where i was sorry that i got drunk but it turned out to be good. I had a lot of fun for once and i even saw a girl that i met on myspace which was actually kind of weird. I test drove a G20 today and loved it. I am considering buying it..me and my mom are going to go look again tomorrow. I hope that it will be the right choice. School is overwhelming me lately i have three english papers to write and i have no clue whats gonig on in math. And if i dont pass this next math test i wont be able to play baseball which is bullshit. I wish that school was over but i dont at the same time because i know that i will never see alot of people that i care about ever again. I saw kristina tongith at mikes. I havnt looked at her in a long time like i did tonight. I tried to remember her. I cant really explain it. Its always good to see her though. Lately ive had so much shit on my mind. I can barely sleep at night. And i get really angry or uneasy and i dont even remember whats making me feel that way because im thinking about so much bullshit at the same time. I wish i could just get away. I guess some day i will. i dont feel like writing anymore. goodnight! Im glad its raining.